Pain

Y’all couldn’t understand all the pain that I carry/

From the dirt I put in to the people I buried/

Life trien beat me down but I dodge and I parry/

The devil got me boxed in and he still doesn’t scare me/

Now I’m smokin on Larry always stayed wit the loud pack/

Trien to count my blessings but depression won’t allow that/

Rip my brotha Josh man I lost him to the dawg packs/

Dam I miss my brotha djay wish that I could bring my dawgs back/

And that’s all facts while y’all spittin all cap/don’t say I’m blowin smoke while I’m breathing on the track/

A demon on my mans he trien creep up on his ass/

I’d help him out the jam but he don’t want a helping hand/

Man that’s fucked up what the fuck I’m posed to do/

Seams like drugs and depression just been tearin up my crew/

If you wasn’t there for me I’ll still be there for you/

And I ain’t goin nowhere swear we finna see this through/

I been dream chasin you can catch me on the graph /

I been dream chasin trynna come up on some cash/

I been dream chasin if I catch you in my stash/

Better hope you fast I’ll have them heathens on yo ass/

I been dream chasin feel like it hurt too much/1

I barely ever see my daughter cuz I work too much/2

Yea I drink too much I over think too much/3

While I’m steady chasing dreams I wanna be too much/4

But is it ever enough sometimes I wonder why/5

I been screaming at god askin him ta take my life/6

But he won’t tho and you can keep this as a quote tho/7

Took a lot of ls but never will I lose hope tho/8

I walk in slow mo but is this shit worth the mile/9

One time in two months was I able to see her smile/10

Now I’m home sick and I really want see my child/11

Now I’m so pissed how her mama playin me now/12

This shit heart breaking soul shakin and pain stacking/13

I been impatient hands shaking in inpatient/14

Now I’m Intaking god’s breath and some information/15

Shits been life changing life saving I’m dream chasing/16