You ever get to that point in life

Where is like it doesn't matter how hard you work

You work and work and you tryna reach the next level

That next stage in life and you could just never reach it

That's where I'm at right now

Shit sucks

Do you know what it's like to be alive, but, don't feel alive work a nine to five you despise?

But, you fucking need it to provide

Even though it's killing all the happiness you got inside

You wear a fake smile just to hide the pain

Then when people ask if you okay?

You just lie and say you're fine

Struggling with thoughts a suicide praying I don't follow through

Cause life has me in a somber mood

And all my clouds are grey

And I don't have the faith to wait for sunny days

I'm overworked and underpaid and all this rage is building up

All this pain is building up, I'm bouta fucking lose it

I still haven't made it with this music

So many fucking nights I spent alone God

Screaming to the heavens

Why you nowhere near the phone God?

Fighting all these demons I'm bouta get Ko'd God

I can't do this on my own God

Don't know what the fuck my future holds God

To tell you the truth I'm afraid

By now I thought I would've had a number one on billboard from spitting verses

Instead I'm working this minimum wage job mopping floors and flipping burgers, damn

Getting hard to stay positive

Writing these raps and slowly losing my confidence

If I'm being honest I don't think that I'm a make it

Damn, I don't think that I'm a make it