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Derealization
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Derealization was released on December 5, 2025 by Lil Used as a part of the album A Better Life
ReleasedDecember 5, 2025
LabelLil Used
LanguageEnglish
BPM199
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

I'm hiding in places nobody can hurt me
I'm alone and I'm anxious
I hide my face
I pull my hair
And I'm becoming
The worst me
The worst me
Feels like I'm dreaming i lived a life
But none of it counted (woah)
And now the hours feel like seconds
And there's no way around it (woah)
Now I just wanna drown it out
I gave it all and now
And now I'm down for the count
I see myself clearer
In the broken mirror
I let my enemies
Take away the best of me
I've had enough of me
And now I'm suffering
Feels like I'm dreaming i lived a life
But none of it counted (woah)
And now the hours feel like seconds
And there's no way around it (woah)
Now I just wanna drown it out
This feels like the lowest
Point I've ever been
Were living in the end times
The apocalypse
Humanity is broken
I am part of it
All the words unspoken
Are slipping through my slips
Feels like I'm dreaming i lived a life
But none of it counted (woah)
And now the hours feel like seconds
And there's no way around it (woah)
Now I just wanna drown it out
Written by: Andrew Austin DeFerrari, Jackson Robert Langford, Jonathan Castro, Pete Zen

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