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Derealization
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Derealization was released on December 5, 2025 by Lil Used as a part of the album A Better Life
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Release DateDecember 5, 2025
LabelLil Used
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM199

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jonathan Castro
Jonathan Castro
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Pete Zen
Pete Zen
Songwriter
Jonathan Castro
Jonathan Castro
Songwriter
Andrew Austin DeFerrari
Andrew Austin DeFerrari
Songwriter
Jackson Robert Langford
Jackson Robert Langford
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Pete Zen
Pete Zen
Producer

Lyrics

I'm hiding in places nobody can hurt me
I'm alone and I'm anxious
I hide my face
I pull my hair
And I'm becoming
The worst me
The worst me
Feels like I'm dreaming i lived a life
But none of it counted (woah)
And now the hours feel like seconds
And there's no way around it (woah)
Now I just wanna drown it out
I gave it all and now
And now I'm down for the count
I see myself clearer
In the broken mirror
I let my enemies
Take away the best of me
I've had enough of me
And now I'm suffering
Feels like I'm dreaming i lived a life
But none of it counted (woah)
And now the hours feel like seconds
And there's no way around it (woah)
Now I just wanna drown it out
This feels like the lowest
Point I've ever been
Were living in the end times
The apocalypse
Humanity is broken
I am part of it
All the words unspoken
Are slipping through my slips
Feels like I'm dreaming i lived a life
But none of it counted (woah)
And now the hours feel like seconds
And there's no way around it (woah)
Now I just wanna drown it out
Written by: Andrew Austin DeFerrari, Jackson Robert Langford, Jonathan Castro, Pete Zen
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