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HOW I'M FEELING
Hip-Hop/Rap
HOW I'M FEELING was released on August 29, 2025 by MARS MUSIC ENTERTAINMENT, LLC as a part of the album BLACK PRIVILEGE
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Release DateAugust 29, 2025
LabelMARS MUSIC ENTERTAINMENT, LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Ray Rav
Ray Rav
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Raymond Rashard Louther
Raymond Rashard Louther
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Ray Rav
Ray Rav
Mixing Engineer, Recording Engineer, Mastering Engineer, Producer
Melo SG
Melo SG
Co-Producer

Lyrics

This how I'm feeling
This how I'm feeling
This really how I'm feeling
Really
Uh
Can't get along with mommy
My friends don't understand me
My girl demand my energy, she wanna start a family
My granny look at me and see the man who did her wrong
And to my other granny, I could do no wrong
Tired of working this job
Sacrificing my freedom to fit in some social norms
No space for me to evolve
I watched my dad get shit on after working hard
Grandpa too, they sacrificed their life for ours
Just trying to beat the odds
Hard to fuck with the family
When your favorite relative is the topic of conversation
Somebody calling just to check on me, I'm still waiting
Over a decade with the same passion, I'm still chasing
Feeling so impatient
So many fake supporters that came and then went vacant
Vacations and hibernations when times got hard
So many let downs, my mind got scars
I don't need nobody around
Huh, This how I'm feeling
Huh, This how I'm feeling
Yea, This really how I'm feeling
Huh, This really how I'm feeling
What I said?
This how I'm feeling (Ha ha)
Man, this how I'm feeling
Uh, this really how I'm feeling
Really
Lately I've been feeling like a regular person
Dealing with regular problems, like is life really worth it
When I wake up and look in the mirror
I question myself
Like when I indulge in guilty pleasures
Is it helping myself?
Like going against my instincts never bettered my heart
With every foolish favor, guess I had my head in my heart
When everybody look at you like you perfect, and got it figured out
Just go to therapy
And keep your mouth shut
Misery loves company
Leeches never run from me
Supporters ain't discoverer me
No reporters to cover me, when I ain't self destructing me
Like what y'all really want from me?
Never was enough for them
That become enough for me to walk away and separate
This is how you elevate
Nobody wanna build the bricks with me, they wanna celebrate
Don't try to take credit for my success
I remember crying to my therapist, cause I was stressed
Yea
This how I'm feeling ****
This how I'm feeling
This really how I'm feeling
Yea
This how I'm feeling
Huh, this how I'm feeling
Uh, this really how I'm feeling
Yea, this really how I'm feeling
Huh, this really how I'm feeling
Really
Written by: Raymond Rashard Louther
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