I been in the lab for days, no I can’t relax

Memories of shots at night, the corner-store the trap

I barely made it out by the grace, yeah thats a fact

Every morning gotta tell myself, boy you not going back

Say you did a lot but do some more cause I am not impressed

Who that demon just walked through my door, cause that is not my guest

Pieces of my heart all on the floor Im saying watch your step

Thinking bout the shit that I endured that I cannot accept

Saw the lord, he told me boy, you in a war, just get prepared

Vision clear your shit impaired, don’t look at me like shit ain't fair

Get some air then swim some more, I hit the floor shit hit me deep

Try to get to land but I aint shore so just don’t let me sink

Hit the weed until the pain over cause that shits amazing

These days I’d rather be sober while Im decision making

These days Im learning bout growing and how it comes in stages

These days no thinking bout motion, I’d rather sit here patient…

Fuck is you mad bout? Waiting for ****** to show they true colors so I can start blacking out

Ask me bout my flaws, some shit I’d never hide

This life shit like a tour Im only here to be your guide

Im grateful that Im still alive

I been in the lab for days, no I can’t relax

Memories of shots at night, the corner-store the trap

I barely made it out by the grace, yeah thats a fact

Every morning gotta tell myself, boy you not going back

Who nice as this? Mr. Freeze with the blaster

Bag on his head, Im bout to ice my wrist

They say Im dragging it, dead! they just can’t write like this

I think about the things my father prolly did for Vicodin

Im still feeding that addiction it don’t matter how you slicing it

Whats a brick? To me the weight light regardless how you pricing it

 Murder on my mind, one move left and I been fighting it

Im barely in my prime, when my peak reached, it be like lightning hit

When the suitcase cross the table, its looking just like a stipend slid

Whatchu look like fighting this? Damascus in the blade

Watch the edge, its coming through when I pass it ya way

Ion't got time to, stop, listen, and hear what they actually say

If its Criticism, it get critical by the end of the day boom, boom, boom

I been in the lab for days, no I can’t relax

Memories of shots at night, the corner-store the trap

I barely made it out by the grace, yeah thats a fact

Every morning gotta tell myself, boy you not going back

On the mission, make sure Im clearing the clips

My team trust me, thats why Im steering the ship

Certain friendships weren’t healthy so Im veering the bridge

I aint drop and now they hungry, heat searing the lips

I beg an opp to speak, I hope you know we near an eclipse

I suggest reviewing ya bids, Im next, leave em perplexed when suddenly

I appear in ya crib, I jest, but it get ugly if Im nearing the tip

Got soldiers to put a spear in ya rib, thats why Im never fearing the script

Slide by so and so house, otherwise known as the crypt

Let a shot off and later claim, I tried to stow it, it slipped

Whatever page that read he was chosen is ripped

Get his pussy ass folded and stripped, have his bitch holding the dick

Let it all pour out, who soulless as this? .762s folding the whip

They say “Damn skip”, never thought it’d be you

When I slide through all smooth just to slaughter a crew

No concussions, only busting if I tussle with dude

Heard the bluffing, get it jumping how a ruffian do

I been in the lab for days, no I can’t relax

Memories of shots at night, the corner-store the trap

I barely made it out by the grace, yeah thats a fact

Every morning gotta tell myself, boy you not going back