How did I end up here?

I must have taken a wrong turn somewhere

A dead end to the front a dead end to the back

Steep cliffs to the right to the left

I am in fear

This situation seems so complicated

I’ve lost orientation, all confidence gone

And the worst of it all I don’t know what is wrong

Am I? I am

Tired of running, tired of hiding from problems I have

Tired of taking it all by myself and

Am I? I am

Tired of dreaming, tired of feeling the way that I feel

Tired of fighting a fight I can’t win oh

Am I? I am

Tired of running, tired of hiding from problems I have

Tired of taking it all by myself and

Am I? I am

Tired of dreaming, tired of feeling the way that I feel

Tired of fighting a fight I can’t win oh

I try to rest but I’m followed by frustration

I try my best but I’m far beyond salvation

This heavy load is lying heavy on my chest, a box full of doubts and topped with regrets

Seems like it’s never enough oh no

Turns out it even gets tougher though

I hope that one day I am able to

Find the sore point and to finally break through

Am I? I am

Tired of running, tired of hiding from problems I have

Tired of taking it all by myself and

Am I? I am

Tired of dreaming, tired of feeling the way that I feel

Tired of fighting a fight I can’t win oh

At this point there ain’t no way back

This leap of faith has to be taken

I always tried to take the fast track

But at this time I must admit that I am last

Overtaken by the past

Am I? I am

Tired of running, tired of hiding from problems I have

I’m tired, I’m burned out, I’m so fucking tired I’m…

So tired I’m, So burned out why

Can’t I find a way to accept myself?

So tired I’m, So burned out why

Can’t I find a way to accept myself?