I can walk straight one thousand miles head

But there will always be something that drags me to bed

Every breath is like a knife fuckin up my chest

Feels like I'm doing an autopsy on myself

Autopsy means see with your eyes

But what you see of me on the inside is different of what I feel

Inside of me there are copies that've ceased to exist

Like a ship that's meant for death, not to be bred

The world out there is merciless and cruel and has teeth

And it tears to pieces and rips off my fragile skin

Cause it's hungry, so goddamn angry, and it's evil

Stay tucked in bed and don't see what's beneath

I tried to feel all the emotions, but what is the price?

I figured waking up just leads to one more night

I got a question: where were you all at guys when I stared death right in the eyes?

Where the fuck were you all? When I tried twice to kill myself

Where the fuck were you all? When I was crying alone in bed

Where the fuck were you all? When I was drowning in the dark

Where the fuck were you all? When your actions left this mark

I still have that thought riding back and forth in my mind

that killing myself would be more of a justice than a crime

I'd like to be open, and let you save me from the inside

but I'm afraid of lettin you in, how can I close this rhyme?

I paint a smile on my face, but it's cracking at the seams

Living in a nightmare, where I once had dreams

I'm searching for a way out, but all I find is pain

And every time I rise, I'm dragged down again

I wear this mask, but inside I'm still screaming

Nights spent awake, while the world's out there dreaming

Tried to find the light, but the night kept calling

On the edge of this cliff, feels like I'm falling

I'm searching for a way out, but all I find is pain

And every time I rise, I'm dragged down again

The question is always the same: where were you all at guys when I stared death right in the eyes?

Where the fuck were you all? When I tried twice to kill myself

Where the fuck were you all? When I was crying alone in bed

Where the fuck were you all? When I was drowning in the dark

Where the fuck were you all? When your actions left this mark

No-one is listening

No-one is caring