Lately I been tripping, I ain't seeing straight

Watching my perimeter, pupils dilate

Meds already kicking, now I'm feeling straight

Loneliness inhibitor, now I'm feeling great

Bandaid, put it in a capsule

Mind spinning but I'm moving with no axel

Man made, no god, no chapel

Sinning never winning think I might have ate the apple

Facing pressure so I had to pop another pill

No compressor my professor said I be sounding shrill

Refill, dispense after it's written up

Instill the ill, I had to stiffen up

Recreation, that's a no go

Wearing grief on my sleeve like a logo

Missing days on a different type of cocoa

Khakis and polos and grandmama's photos

I miss it, momma told me I was gifted

Couldn't go back to the way I was living, lithium for the prescription, made the decision

Slowly increase, long as my momma at peace

Long as I rid of the grease, long as I cease to consume monstrous things

Couldn't believe, couldn't believe what I saw, couldn't believe what I dealt

I put the deck on the shelf, dusty my health, mental my wealth

All that I felt, whip of the belt, sound of the bell, sour I smelt

All that I felt, whip of the belt, sound of the bell, sour I smelt

Lately I been tripping, I ain't seeing straight

Watching my perimeter, pupils dilate

Meds already kicking, now I'm feeling straight

Loneliness inhibitor, now I'm feeling great

Bandaid put it in a capsule

Mind spinning but I'm moving with no axel

Man made, no god, no chapel

Sinning never winning think I might have ate the apple