Scared, I'm not running, imma strangle my fears

Travel here, travel there, facing my peers

Love appears when you let go of them tears, bruh

Inferior men getting praise that you deserve

Feeling you failed and now your faults become a burden on the person you adore

Knowing she deserves more, looks into your eyes says"you're more"

But you struggle to believe it when she's cleaning the sheets

Getting a degree, paying to promote another garbage LP

What could she see in a dreamer like me, with the mind of an artist and the ethic of a leech?

Should I leave?

Should I pack my dirty tee's and try to live out on the streets

Where nobody has a reason to give a fuck about me

Or the things that I say when I've fallen asleep?

Falling to pieces

Scratching and crawling but I'm six feet deep so escaping ain't an option for me

Anxious to the core but it feels like no one cares unless they felt it before

Recently at least

Memory is crazy 'cause it seems like time passes and we feel no empathy for the people all around

I could fall to my knees and would you even look down?