Fuck it all, I'm done, tryna swim through this pit

Life's a bad trip, every smile feel counterfeit I've been dragging my soul through the dirt

And the spit And every damn voice in my head like you ain't

Shit Look, phone dry, heart cold, days blur like

Smoke Dreams died, hope choked, I can't breathe

I broke These pills talk sweet, telling lies I believe

But the mirror don't lie, I'm the one who deceives

Fucked up youth, tryna scream through the static

Feeling like life's just a loophole, tragic No point in praying, no point in faith

Cause I'm talking to the void and it just laughs in my face

I gave up, yeah, I let it all burn Now I'm hard, cold, so no turn

Lights out and I ain't feel pain Cause when you dead inside, there's no rain

No rain In silence, in the silence, I heard me crying

Little boy in my chest still trying Still fighting, still rising

Wasn't death I wanted, I just wanted peace Wasn't pain I loved, I just needed release

Fucked the world, yeah, I said it, I bled it But deep down, man, I never really meant it

Breathe deep, one breath, then two Started seeing cracks where the sunlight broke

Maybe I ain't broken, maybe I'm raw Maybe scars ain't shame, they the proof that I fuck

I gave up, yeah, I let it all burn But from the ashes, I made that turn

Lights out, now lights reborn Rain fell down, now my roots feel warm

Now I walk with the pain like a badge on my chest I ain't flawless, just learn how to rest

Turn poison to ink, turn silence to song Now I write from the wound and I bleed to belong

I found peace in the madness, calm in the storm Purpose ain't loud, sometimes it's just warm

Like breath in the morning, like light through a crack Like saying I'm here and not looking back

So fuck giving up, I gave in to grow Lost in the dark, now I glow from below

Pain taught me, broke me, then showed me the way And I thank every scar for the man I became

Lights down, oh, I still stand Voice low, but I still chant

Life hurts, yeah, but damn, it's mine Purpose ain't perfect, but it's by design

Purpose ain't perfect, but it's by design

Purpose ain't perfect, but it's by design