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My Hell
23
R&B/Soul
My Hell was released on October 31, 2025 by Glassheart Music Group as a part of the album My Hell - Single
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Release DateOctober 31, 2025
LabelGlassheart Music Group
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Matthew Michael Istalianov
Matthew Michael Istalianov
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Matthew Michael Istalianov
Matthew Michael Istalianov
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Matthew Michael Istalianov
Matthew Michael Istalianov
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah
I know what you want
But I know what you do too
You just like the chaos huh
She want my hell not my heaven
She don't love peace she love weapons
Told me she need space then hit me at 11
Now she cryin' in the Porsche sayin I'm the one who reckless
I'm numb to the pressure
My heart iced out no texture
Can't trust hoes they'll test ya
She said prove it I left her
I told you not to love me in the nighttime
That's when my soul switch baby I don't play nice
I gave you keys not the gate code to my mind
Now you at my door like you outside for your life
Why you lie like that
Told me I'm the only one you lied like that
Now you tryna double back with a flight and bags
Tryna post me in a pic like your life not bad
Girl we been toxic from the jump
Broke your heart now you tryna find love in a blunt
I be ghostin' now you haunt me in the club
You the devil in Dior with the smile that I trust
She want my hell not my heaven
She love pain not confession
Said she hate me then text I'm destined
You the type to ruin blessings
I'm numb to the pressure
My heart iced out no texture
Told her I'm gone she said bet sure
Now she screamin' on her close friends extra
Told that hoe don't test me I'm too up for the drama
Why the fuck you pull up to my city in pajamas
Now she blowin' up my phone with the you forgot me trauma
I don't miss no bitch I just miss my commas
You in the past lil baby I'm fast
Swervin' in the Beamer got no time to crash
Don't do hearts I just do tags
She want love I just want racks
I be up late geeked off pain
I don't do well with girls who crave fame
She want my tears not the man I became
DC and Tokyo we not in your lane
She want my hell not my heaven
She want heartbreak not a blessing
Told me I'm evil then call me a legend
She toxic but damn that message hit
I'm numb to the pressure
My heart iced out no texture
Told her I'm gone she said bet sure
Now she on her story callin' me the cure
You don't want love
You want chaos in silk
You want Tokyo in ruins
But I'm built for that
Written by: Matthew Michael Istalianov
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