Running through the dark chasing city lights

Falling through the cracks, watching my friends get high Everything feels a little sad after midnight

I need some saving from myself tonight

I’m trying hard, yeah but I’ll try harder

Must get old, holding me together

Starting to think, that I’m the problem

Is this what it feels like

to fall apart?

Something here ain’t right

Self sabotage

Tell me what it feels like?

To have missed the mark

Is this is what it feels like?

Feels like x2

Match in my hand, I do it out of spite

Burning to the ground, too late to apologise?

And I look at myself in the mirror and don’t recognise Please save me from myself tonight

Is this what it feels like

to fall apart?

Something here ain’t right

Self sabotage

Tell me what it feels like?

To have missed the mark

Is this is what it feels like?

Feels like x2

And I’m trying so hard it hurts

Just to feel like myself again

Fixing the pieces of my heart

I didn’t know were broken

Is this what it feels like

to fall apart?

Something here ain’t right

Self sabotage

Tell me what it feels like?

To have missed the mark

Is this is what it feels like?

Feels like x2

Heard you got everything you wanted

Your love I’ve learnt to live without

I was just a young dumb girl

who thought you’d stick around

And I drink your coffee order everyday just to feel a little closer

I thought it would all hurt a little less now I’m that I’m older If you were here, maybe I would’ve been okay Cause you took the colours away

Yeah you took my colours away, Away, away

Always blowing out the candles without you and wishing all that I am was enough

Would you choose me in another lifetime?

Hope you’re enjoying your empty house and your red wine

And I drink your coffee order everyday just to feel a little closer

I thought it would all hurt a little less now I’m that I’m older If you were here, maybe I would’ve been okay Cause you took the colours away

Yeah you took my colours away, Away, away