Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants, stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want, what do you want, what do you want ? It’s not that simple, what do you want

Had to fight for a seat at the table/ You know a plate too/ Everybody say they love you/ til They hate you/ living lies until they commemorate you/ feeling like I got anchors on my ankles/ drowning underwater trying to catch my breath/ struggling to breathe Life pounding down on my chest/ one foot forward never feeling the best/ sleepy young **** but never feeling the rest/

Swing with the right/ push the power with left/

It’s a marathon but we don’t talk about the laps/

Taking about the wins but we don’t talk about the craps/ and I just wanna know what’s next/ voices distorted I’m still listening/ gotta stay strong family is distancing/ shoot for the stars advantages are limiting/ heart still hurt from a loss that was crippling

I try yeah I try if I’m wrong then show me what’s right/ I got so much to live for now but I keep on letting you down

No saint yeah I sin/ on the edge of the end/

Wasn’t ready to say goodbye/ if I jump will I fall or fly

You ever get tired of being the strong one/ treated like the black sheep/ being the wrong one/ (you know) she got needs/ he got needs/ they got needs / but they only call one/ damn (damn) Like how the fuck you supposed to be at peace, right/

Fighting battles they can’t even see, quite/ who the fuck you even supposed to be, like/ when ya nightmares bigger then ya dream, light/

When ya team is just you/ steady fighting/ you can’t lose/ what’s left/ you gotta prove/

One life you gotta choose/ gotta be more/then just used/

This pain, only 4 you/ & won’t hurt them more / then it’ll hurt you/

They’ll take as long as you give/ one life/ time for you to live/ aint no happily before the end/ so don’t break even if you bend

I try yeah I try if I’m wrong then show me what’s right/ I got so much to live for now but I keep on letting you down

No saint yeah I sin/ on the edge of the end/

Wasn’t ready to say goodbye/ if I jump will I fall or fly

I love you mommy! High five, you the bestest you know that