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THE FIEND
Hip-Hop/Rap
THE FIEND was released on November 20, 2025 by FATHER PARANOIA as a part of the album ASUBHA BHAVANA
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Release DateNovember 20, 2025
LabelFATHER PARANOIA
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
FATHER PARANOIA
FATHER PARANOIA
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Timothy Steven Bukowski
Timothy Steven Bukowski
Songwriter

Lyrics

"I need more.
Lapping up the light you bleed,
This darkness like a dog in me.
You're flattered first then frightened
By the rabid fervor of my need.
I chase white rabbits further down
So my emptiness won't follow.
I'll eat them, drink them,
I'll deplete them,
Yet still I'll feel so hollow.
Allowed to enter hallowed ground,
Big mistake. Now drive one into me
Before I swallow your reflection
To replace the one I can not see.
For I have been eclipsed by my disease,
Lost to myself.
Too sick to understand
The cure can not be found in someone else.
My shadow's on the loose,
This beast that must consume
Thinks only with its teeth
Mind has become a gaping wound.
Your stolen energy
Will animate the fiend
Compulsive, hunting fix,
Cannot confront reality.
Sights trained upon you,
Trained not to look inside.
My pain becomes you
Painting red that which is white.
Scarred by my own callous rejection
I'm starving for my own affection,
Subsisting off of scraps
From hearts more fair that I have stolen.
Oh how woefully vampiric Ive become.
Love devouring greedily,
It's the only way that I know.
Craving a taste of the beautiful kind,
Cuz I hate the taste of my own.
Isn't it shameful?
I can't deny
This miserable creature of its parasitic instincts
Isn't it shameful
I cant deny
The urge I have to bleed you of your light
Painting red that which is white.
Red. White. Red. White. Red. White.
Red.
And every time I bind
This wretched part of me back up in chains
I wrap them tightly to ensure that it feels pain.
But holding myself in disdain I'll never change.
Oh how sadistic Ive become.
I've had enough."
Written by: Timothy Steven Bukowski
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