album cover
Drift Away
Hip-Hop/Rap
Drift Away was released on September 19, 2025 by Left2Write as a part of the album Drift Away - Single
album cover
Release DateSeptember 19, 2025
LabelLeft2Write
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM92

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Thomas Kurek
Thomas Kurek
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Thomas Kurek
Thomas Kurek
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Thomas Kurek
Thomas Kurek
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Whenever I hear a beat
I drift away
No matter what music I make
I can't escape
Everybody else expects you to fail
I was never caught sleeping always thinking
It's like I need more time in a day
I need more with my kids so I can relate
Thinking to myself how will I be the same
I get inside of my brain and run a mile every day
But sometimes I look to find a new way
Where I could escape out of this place
Out of this state of mind with all of the
Problems I've made, I try to create a
Place where I could finally be proud of my name
A better side of my page
To all of the rhymes that I've made
Where I could be Shane and he could be Tom
Leave all of my problems behind, I'm leaving this town
Let somebody else walk a fucking mile in my shoes
See what I'm on
See how I really feel in this song
The reason I want
To see a record label's deal in my palms
And my family think that I'm gone
They don't see that I'm lost
They don't see that I'm barely breathing because
I lost a big enough piece of my heart
Trying to find a reason I'm on
This earth just to be what I fought
To be for so long, if I could only dream of a song
As deep as my thoughts, I'd be reading it off
Of the paper when it's my only escape to
Being a slave to the pain that I need to get off
My chest, feeling my heart beat in my skull
I can reach in a drawer for a knife
So I don't gotta feel it no more
But I don't see enough balls in me for me to cut off
My wrist, 'cause I don't like bleeding at all
Why can't there be a better way for me to leave all
My problems behind? Oh wait
I just did... I lost myself in this rhyme
Whenever I hear a beat
I drift away
No matter what music I make
I can't escape
Everybody else expects you to fail
I was never caught sleeping, always thinking
It's like a puzzle every night
Trying to find a peace of mind
To the puzzle of my life
Even though a piece of mine's gone
I still feel the need to write songs
It's like I live in the past
Thinking 'bout my parents
And if I could just forget the crack habit
They never would admit that they had
But I always think of the bad shit
And why the fuck there's anything I miss of my dad
I use it as an excuse to abuse all the privileges that I have
I never take the time to recognize what's right in front of me
Two kids, one and three
That only look for love from me
But all it does is fuck with me
'Cause I haven't been the father that I always wanna be
They put their trust in me to be exactly
What my dad had never thought to be
And all I see is me not treating 'em
The way they ought to be treated
And just the thought of me leaving 'em
Makes it hard for me to breathe
And I just see 'em with me and my girl
And I get to thinking
If it wasn't for me being with her
Would I even be in this world?
I wouldn't be without her
She's everything I'd ever need on this earth
But I treat her like dirt
And all she does is eat, sleep, and work
And do nothing but put the kids and me as her first priority
Always been loyal to me
And I can't even be the perfect man in her life
Shit, I can't even manage my life
Let alone handling twice the responsibility with having a wife
And I don't even show her how much I love her half of the time
How the fuck am I supposed to handle all these feelings
When I keep them trapped up inside?
And the saddest fact is satisfaction
Only happens after half your life
Is spent getting past depression
And people wonder why I act aggressive
They try and say that every bad thing that happens
Happens as a lesson
So I start to ask questions
And the answer back is redirected in my head
So what happens if I don't get it?
And I don't wanna keep dealing with everything that I've dealt with
When I'm getting the impression that my life is like what hell is
What's the difference if I'm going to hell when I die?
When I'm already going through hell in my life
And everybody pushes their problems aside
But I can never just forget about mine
But I bet this gun can get all of them thoughts out of my mind
Then I won't have to wait for no more stress to get piled up
And end up going crazy trying to figure it out
I'm sick of myself, but thank God I found a quicker way out
Where I can forget all my doubts and just end it all now
This is my last fuckin' rhyme, and I've already written it down
Okay, it's now or never, no chickening out
"Tom?"
Hey look, it even fits in my mouth
"TOM!"
Whenever I hear a beat
I drift away
No matter what music I make
I can't escape
Whenever I hear a beat
I drift away
No matter what music I make
I can't escape
Written by: Thomas Kurek
instagramSharePathic_arrow_out􀆄 copy􀐅􀋲

Loading...