Since a youngin', I been fidgeting with my toys

Twistin', flippin' shit, how I figured out that I liked noise

Knew I loved the racket while questioning if I liked boys

Now causin' commotion, pay bills, and then bring me my joy

Oh boy

They had a feeling I'd be a handful

Rather be defiant than label me as a damn fool

I was a pariah before I ever got cancelled

But problems are like doorknobs, most of them get handled

If lil' me could see me she'd ask if we'd been on TV

Did we ever get our big break

Did we get a show on Disney?

I'd say baby we met Raven, we both think that girls are pretty

We made friends with that one rapper, the experience was shitty

Your big brother's Stevie Wonder and you live in the big city

You grew into your big head and your big mouth and your big titties

If you ask me for advice on your first project don't say diddy

Keep your head up in the clouds, most of all never stop stimmin'

Drip drop

Ink from your pen done stained up the hallway

Shit splotch

Like to know when you scraped that shit off babe

Tick tock

Nothin' but time and it ain't the wrong way

Flip every table

Fuck being stable

Please

If they hate your heart then you just hit em with the

Steez

Don't know what they want but you know what these ****

Need

Remember you was trackin' in your closet

If your mouth gon' write a check

Then you gon' love every deposit

I get a lot of kids that are in headstart programs that, they're angry, they're aggressive, they're oppositional defiant, and god forbid if they're a little bit larger. Yes. So that's even another added piece to it and they don't see there's something really going on here, they're not comprehending, they're not understanding, they just see big black and aggressive

'Scuse me teacher, I'm so sorry, I'm payin' attention

My momma gon' be mad if you send me to detention

Damn I stay in trouble will I ever learn my lesson?

Sinnin', I'm forgiven when I take it to confession

Try to understand it, just a chick with no connections

Black kids just some bad kids we don't never get no respite

Think it's underhanded, reprimanded with aggression

Wonder why the studies show we end up with depression

Disruptive attention got deficits my dysfunction is definite

My main muscle need medicine when I'm locked in this heaven-sent

I'm a scrappy lil scholar

My messy book bag and locker

A hidden piece of the puzzle, reflection of how I'm walkin'

Through life with different trainers

Sculptin' with tools of a painter

My Michaelangelo 2D

My Mona Lisa got angles

I tend to scare off the demons, my shoulder's porch to an angel

My neural love a divergence, I ain't in need of no savior

Drip drop

Ink from your pen done stained up the hallway

Shit splotch

Like to know when you scraped that shit off babe

Tick tock

Nothin but time and it ain't the wrong way

Flip every table

Fuck being stable

Please

If they hate your heart then you just hit em with the

Steez

Don't know what they want but you know what these ****

Need

Remember you was trackin in your closet

If your mouth gon' write a check

Then you gon' love every deposit