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Find Myself
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Find Myself was released on January 9, 2026 by lxrdmc as a part of the album Find Myself - Single
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Release DateJanuary 9, 2026
Labellxrdmc
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM89

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
lxrdmc
lxrdmc
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Munshe Chagumaira
Munshe Chagumaira
Composer, Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Wns Beats
Wns Beats
Producer
Mixedbydaniel
Mixedbydaniel
Engineer

Lyrics

Yeah, look
Lately I ain't praying every night
Ain't been sitting well inside my heart, I gotta make it right
Devil tryna take over my soul, won't let him win the fight
Pray to God and ask him for forgiveness '
Cause of late I'm tryna get it right
See, I be tryna set it straight
Been a couple years since auntie left and went through heaven's gates
Know my mom been mortified, she hurt the way I medicate
I know that there's a better way, my shorty on my case
'Cause as of late I started rolling on the day to day
You ever looked inside a mirror and couldn't recognize?
It's like a stranger came and stood in front your very eyes
You ain't yourself, you start to question in your every move
Resuscitation needed 'cause you feeling dead inside
I plant my seed and all these **** came and sprayed their pesticides
I gotta live my life as if I wasn't next to die
Still this weight up on my shoulders like they exercise
Death gon' be the penalty when we ain't got no extra time
I gotta get it 'fore the ref begin to blow the whistle
I'm tryna travel but I'll never do no double dribble
My price inflated so the only way I'll sign and date the papers
If the money on the sheet look like a double triple
Six figures at minimum, what I'm aiming for
Used to fear the pressure but the pressure's what they made me for
I got heavy hitters, ready to engage you all
Who call me the receptionist? 'Cause I'm the one who taking calls
I hit my brodie on his burner, hope the cheque clears
Even when I shift into the fifth it ain't my best gear
I'm the one who's coming for the crown that all the rest fear
Tell 'em all be wise 'cause I ain't even hit my best years
Tell 'em all be careful, we can send 'em for deliverance
Wasn't born in Cairo but I'm scheming on some pyramids
Said they hear my tracks but I don't really think they hearing it
'Cause these the type of shoes that only I can ever fit in 'em
I been tryna find my place
I was feeling lost and couldn't see my vision properly
As of late I started feeling like I found my way
Had to shrug these demons off me, got these blessings raining on me
Praise the Lord because I'm feeling like I'm blind by grace
And I need that
Quiet for a while but they don't know a **** been bad
'Cause really I been by myself
I'm careful with the time I'm dealt
When I was lost I had to find myself
I been feeling lost and it got me too exhausted
Told 'em approach it carefully, could give a fuck 'bout caution
Like the Undertaker I'm putting beats in a coffin
And why they tryna tax us like we was living in Austin?
Why these **** acting like they ain't never made profit?
They make a couple bucks and then on the 'Gram they be flaunting it
Praying that I fall but **** this ain't no autumn
I feel like I ain't made it until I'm getting endorsements
Feel like I ain't made it until my parents is proud
Thought 'bout dropping out of uni, I felt I'm letting 'em down
Almost gave up on the music, I feel I'm finding my sound
'Cause I'm the kid who's always quiet and getting lost in the crowd
Please don't hit me when I'm up if we ain't spoke in a while
They were sleeping on the kid, well tell 'em look at me now
Told my mama I'ma get her, I know I'm making it out
'Cause I was never in the league and now I'm taking the crown
For the days when I was down
I been tryna find my place
I was feeling lost and couldn't see my vision properly
As of late I started feeling like I found my way
Had to shrug these demons off me, got these blessings raining on me
Praise the Lord because I'm feeling like I'm blind by grace
And I need that
Quiet for a while but they don't know a **** been bad
'Cause really I been by myself
I'm careful with the time I'm dealt
When I was lost I had to find myself
Had to find myself
Had to find myself
Written by: Munshe Chagumaira
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