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Hold Him
Hip-Hop/Rap
Hold Him was released on September 17, 2025 by 50Calibers as a part of the album The Resurrection
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Release DateSeptember 17, 2025
Label50Calibers
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
50Calibers
50Calibers
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Callum Duthie
Callum Duthie
Lyrics
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Callum Duthie
Callum Duthie
Producer

Lyrics

I Just started seeing my son
I see pain in his eyes
He gave me his first cuddle
With all that anger inside
shew me how quick he was at running
Hes the same as I am
His little hearts still loving
Even the way he smiles
Its like looking at myself
When I was 8 and 9
I was picked on too son
I was chased and tired
I got a problem and I think its time she faces the facts
He’s the First thing in the morning that’s on my brain so how
Can we change it back
Too him Im a stranger now
When I look in the mirror I see the glazes crack
I see who’s gazing at me
Im not the same good man
I think the pain has trapped me
Maybe my scars are tapped
Feel like im swinging on a trapeze
Without a safety pad
Its hard for me too be happy
Unless im seeing my son
his mother really can’t stand me
Can’t even see what ive done
Its like shes blind with no eyes
Just wanna feel his touch
So if I sign to you bye
Its Cause he can’t hear my love
Ive just been hoping he’s happy
And not in pain too much
Hoping he knows his daddy’s
Been Tryna change his world
Oh fuck it why am I chatting
Its just a waste of words
So can I
(Hook)
Can I Hold him for a while or is that too much
Can I Show him who I am or is that too much
Can I borrow my child do you hear this huh?
I never done nothing wrong but still I have to ask
(Verse 2)
It should of been of you after all that you done
You keep making him move that aint fair on us
What am I supposed to do it’s like a shard of glass
You’re the one who broke me now our sons getting cut
You can’t call yourself a mum
A mother would never do that
6 years Ive been gone
Our boy has probably grew up
Thinking he’s not loved
By a man who’d move the moon back
If it was blocking the sun
So You’re the reason he’s confused
You’re the reason that he’s questioning
Who he is when he’s in school
You’re the reason for his moods
You’re the reason hell blame you
Don’t you dare try and tell me any different bitch
Don’t you dare sit and lie and try twist to me
Everybody knows its you
think you’ve been living the dream
Well its time to wake up now
Hope you enjoyed your nap
Made the most of his smile
Made the most of his laugh
Remember he’ll always be my child
There’s One more thing I wanna ask
Is can I?
(Hook)
Can I Hold him for a while or is that too much
Can I Show him who I am or is that too much
Can I borrow my child do you hear this huh?
I never done nothing wrong but still I have to ask
Written by: Callum Duthie
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