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Gray
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Underground Rap
Gray was released on September 19, 2025 by ilyalive as a part of the album spider
album cover
Albumspider
Release DateSeptember 19, 2025
Labelilyalive
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM130

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ilyalive
ilyalive
Performer
ilyswitch
ilyswitch
Performer
Eli Stokes
Eli Stokes
Lead Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
ilyswitch
ilyswitch
Songwriter
Eli Stokes
Eli Stokes
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
ilyswitch
ilyswitch
Producer
Eli Stokes
Eli Stokes
Mixing Engineer
Wixxy
Wixxy
Producer

Lyrics

(I can't feel my face)
It feels like everytime I wake up
It's another nightmare in real life
Are these pills really helping? Am I really alright?
I'm alright
Take me by the hand
Lets escape this broken wasteland
Hold me through the thick of it and help me find peace again
I'm loaded up and its aiming at my head
Russian roulette
It's all different when your in my bed
I know I'm better off dead
I saw the colors change, the saturation fade to gray
I can't feel my face
You say you wish that it wasn't this way
(I'm telling you I'm better off dead)
When I see your face I crumble
Under my sheets
And when I hear your voice
I know that your not talking to me
But my time is up
And you've had enough, and can't stand one word from me
I cant feel my fucking face
Please help me
I'm loaded up and its aiming at my head
Russian roulette
It's all different when your in my bed
I know I'm better off dead
I saw the colors change, the saturation fade to gray
I can't feel my face
You say you wish that it wasn't this way
Written by: Eli Stokes, ilyswitch
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