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Toxic
Hip-Hop/Rap
Toxic was released on November 14, 2025 by benhaydn as a part of the album Toxic - Single
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Release DateNovember 14, 2025
Labelbenhaydn
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM80

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
ben haydn
ben haydn
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
ben haydn
ben haydn
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Tim Goldn
Tim Goldn
Engineer

Lyrics

I can't breathe here
It's toxic
These thoughts are loud in my head
Quiet
Tryna get a minute away from my stress
Please
I'm such a mess
Tryna sort pain out with these meds
Prolly take away the weight and less
But i cant say the way i feel best
Like what the
So how do i feel?
What's it gonna take
For me to be real
And to mean what I say
For me to get a rid of all the pain that i face
And away from the rhythm of the riddle of the pain
Get out my face
Why do my fears feel so safe
Tryna be real with you when i'm near to you
But i rarely feel what i say
So what you want?
What you want?
Fact don't tell me now cause im done
Why you acting up like you dumb
Why you always down on my fun
Why you mad at me
You go bad at me
And then switch again and i'm stunned
Take these thoughts and load up the gun
Now we gonna make some changes
Whatever pain face come we'll face it
Dealing with this was gonna take some time
But i won't fall to the wayside
I can't breathe here
It's toxic
All i really wanted was the power to say
How i'm really feeling without running away
I can't breathe here
It's toxic
Every single situation hiding away
Numbing all the pain cause nothing has changed
Living in a deep dark cave
Can't think can't sleep can't pray
And i really wanna speak my mind
But i really can't think that straight
Cause i ain't really eaten in days
Say im fine but i'm lying once again
Wanna get a bit of air to breathe,
I can't ever see how to break free of this cage
No I'm not okay
Cant calm down i got a lot to say
I can't breathe right now can't concentrate
Feel overwhelmed, i been locked away
I need oxygen, I can't operate (like)
Why i always overcomplicate
I been feeling lost but you're on my case
And I really can't breathe in this toxic place)
We really gotta make some changes
Whatever pain face come we'll face it
Dealing with this was gonna take some time
But i won't fall to the wayside
Now we gonna make some changes
Whatever pain face come we'll face it
Dealing with this was gonna take some time
But i won't fall to the wayside
I can't breathe here
It's toxic
All i really wanted was the power to say
How i'm really feeling without running away
I can't breathe here
It's toxic
Every single situation hiding away
Numbing all the pain cause nothing has changed
Written by: Benjamin Haydn Davies
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