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lostmyspirit
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Hip-Hop/Rap
lostmyspirit was released on September 26, 2025 by cherknobyl as a part of the album vacuous
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Albumvacuous
Release DateSeptember 26, 2025
Labelcherknobyl
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM83

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
OkayNeon
OkayNeon
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Aiden Alexander Robles
Aiden Alexander Robles
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
OkayNeon
OkayNeon
Producer

Lyrics

The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
And I'll bet the odds against it all
Save your advice, 'cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
Uh, okay
Break me into pieces
Begged you to hold me
You said you're not leavin'
I still struggle to believe it
You said that you loved me
But you didn't mean it
You ain't wanna hear me, why would i wanna hear you?
Had to live through your lies, why would i wanna hear it?
And what we had still feels like passing minutes
So pardon me if i lost my spirit
Ouuu
(the heart wants what it wants)
Ouuu
So pardon me if i lost my spirit
Ouuu
(the heart wants what it wants)
Ouuu
So pardon me if i lost my spirit
What we yearn is in the past, it ain't no more
Pero yo te amo mucha mi amor
I know you're tired of me
The way you're acting toward me is not that hard to see
Why dress up as a ghost, i could be one with just a pill
You done reopened the void, so i'll go take a new prescription fill
Even after everything, i'll still wait dying on this hill
So if you're gonna shoot me down, aim at my head and shoot to kill
God took one look and said
"you ain't where you're supposed to be"
Supposed to be my lover
Your sapphire? am i ruby?
Forget about everything when i'm stuck
In a trance from your beauty
But what we yearn isn't the same
Love don't exist like the movies
God took one look and said
"you ain't where you're supposed to be"
Supposed to be my lover
Your sapphire? am i ruby?
Forget about everything when i'm stuck
In a trance from your beauty
But what we yearn isn't the same
Love don't exist like the movies
Uh, okay
Break me into pieces
Begged you to hold me
You said you're not leavin'
I still struggle to believe it
You said that you loved me
But you didn't mean it
You ain't wanna hear me, why would i wanna hear you?
Had to live through your lies, why would i wanna hear it?
And what we had still feels like passing minutes
So pardon me if i lost my spirit
Ouuu
(i'm not gonna live forever)
Ouuu
So pardon me if i lost my spirit
Ouuu
(okayneon)
Ouuu
So pardon me if i lost my spirit
The bed's getting cold and you're not here
The future that we hold is so unclear
But I'm not alive until you call
But I bet that the odds against it all
Save your advice, 'cause I won't hear
You might be right, but I don't care
There's a million reasons why I should give you up
But the heart wants what it wants
Written by: Aiden Alexander Robles
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