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Rather Be Dead
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Rather Be Dead was released on September 23, 2025 by House Of Renji, LLC as a part of the album Kissing With Friends
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Release DateSeptember 23, 2025
LabelHouse Of Renji, LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM76

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Genesis Renji
Genesis Renji
Performer
LaShel Tasha Newkirk
LaShel Tasha Newkirk
Music Director
Elijah Furquan
Elijah Furquan
Lead Vocals
Eric Douglas Miller Jr
Eric Douglas Miller Jr
Background Vocals
Jayne Joyce
Jayne Joyce
Background Vocals
Dave Schoepke
Dave Schoepke
Drums
Calvin Harris
Calvin Harris
Bass Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Genesis Renji
Genesis Renji
Lyrics, Arranger
Elijah Furquan
Elijah Furquan
Songwriter
Justin David Burks
Justin David Burks
Songwriter
Eric Douglas Miller Jr
Eric Douglas Miller Jr
Songwriter
Jayne Joyce
Jayne Joyce
Songwriter
Dave Schoepke
Dave Schoepke
Songwriter
Calvin Turner
Calvin Turner
Songwriter
Mahdi Gransberry
Mahdi Gransberry
Arranger
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Genesis Renji
Genesis Renji
Mixing Engineer, Mastering Engineer, Recording Engineer
Just June
Just June
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah
Won't you love me like you said?
I been caught up in my own brain baby, baby, I'd rather be dead
Fighting my mind like all the time cuz I'll end up alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Woke up alone, nother night that I gave you
Hard to control when the heart feel unstable
I got a body here in my bed
My head wants another with me instead
Look to my left, casualties I been leaving
I've been in war, know I fight for the feeling
Walk off alone, I'm the one who surviving
Might die alone when the heart's undecided
Pray you not alone
Why you call for me, call for me, call for me, call for me?
You know we die alone
I push you off of me, off of me, why you keep calling me?
Please leave me alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone
Yeah
Won't you love me like you said?
I been caught up in my own brain baby, baby, I'd rather be dead
Fighting my mind all the time cuz I'll end up alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone
Why you keep calling me, calling me, calling me?
You know we die alone
Got a fear of contentment, it come with fear of what's missing
This FOMO, the latest promo for why I'm never committed
I seen lovers lose interest in inches til it's extended
Relationships end in ruins when two of 'em build resentment
I can't let it be me again, I would rather be kissing friends
I can't fall in the deepest end, that's the place where the secrets end
I got things that I need to hide, secrets that hurt my deepest pride
See you still trying to peek inside, I don't know why you even try
Pray you not alone
Why you call for me, call for me, call for me, call for me?
You know we die alone
I push you off of me, off of me, why you keep calling me?
Please leave me alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone
Won't you love me like you said?
I been caught up in my own brain baby, baby, I'd rather be dead
Fighting my mind all the time cuz I'll end up alone
Alone
I hear them calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me
Pray you not alone
Why you keep calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me, calling me?
Written by: Calvin Turner, Dave Schoepke, Elijah Furquan, Eric Douglas Miller Jr, Genesis Renji, Jayne Joyce, Justin David Burks
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