album cover
lotus
album cover
lotus was released on October 1, 2025 by dramaticxsilence as a part of the album dead inside
October 1, 2025
Labeldramaticxsilence
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Music Video

Music Video

Lyrics

Honest
I'll be okay
Buried
In this bed that I made
Nightmares
But I'm not afraid anymore
I am brave enough to climb
Out of this hole
It's better off this way
Unstable
The panic won't stop
Anxious
I know I'm a lot
Defensive
I was just never taught how to trust
I have fought with myself over thinking too much
I crave so bad to feel safe but I must
Try another way
I'm a damsel distressed
Always making a mess
I can get obsessive
When I'm trying my best
I may get impatient when it comes to progress
Does that make me less
Fit for love?
Admit
I'm too self aware
I hate
Being compared
Their judgement
But I'll try not to care like before
They can glare all they want
It won't sting anymore
Won't let them have their way
Confused
Drawing the line
It feels rude
Defending what's mine
Selfish
But it doesn't define who I am
I'll stay kind without putting my needs under them
As I pave my way
I'm a damsel, distressed
Always making a mess
I can get obsessive
When I'm trying my best
I get impatient when it
Comes to progress
But I still express
So much love
I'm full of desire
To improve and inspire
I may add fuel to the fire
I just may require
More patience to love
Honest
I'll be okay
Written by: Jenna Lindinger
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