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Suddenly
25
Pop
Suddenly was released on October 31, 2025 by RockDafuqOut Records, LLC as a part of the album Suddenly - Single
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Release DateOctober 31, 2025
LabelRockDafuqOut Records, LLC
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM119

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Mateo Rodriguez
Mateo Rodriguez
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Mateo Rodriguez
Mateo Rodriguez
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Mateo Rodriguez
Mateo Rodriguez
Producer
Luis Sullivan
Luis Sullivan
Producer
Oliver Shillito
Oliver Shillito
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Where do I go to when everyone leaves?
Where do I house all the things that I feel?
Cause when I'm alone
The things I feel rush back to me
And who do I talk to when I'm counting sheep?
Do I talk to the ceiling, ask what it thinks?
Cause I talk to God but he's getting tired
Of the same old speech
So, I use friendship like a drug
It helps me bottle it all up
But suddenly I'm out of touch
Suddenly I'm not enough
I tell myself that I'm all wrong
And that I'm still loved
But suddenly it all feels real
So, I hide my thoughts and how I feel
Inside the walls that I've built up
And that I still need
Cause they're not made to be seen
I wish I was strong to tell my friends how I felt
Cause I know they would listen
Yeah, I know they would help
But something inside
Says they'd leave me behind
If I open my mouth
So, I bottle it up until I'm all numb
And I crack a big smile
And wipe the tears right out my eyes
Right out my eyes
And I'll use friendship like a drug
Feel the endorphins in my blood
But suddenly I'm out of touch
Suddenly I'm not enough
I tell myself that I'm all wrong
And that I'm still loved
But suddenly it all feels real
So, I hide my thoughts and how I feel
Inside the walls that I've built up
And that I still need
Cause they're not made to be seen
And now I'm running from them all
And soon I'll be running far from love
Cause there's so much pain behind my eyes
And not enough hope inside my heart
But where's all the strength to ask for help?
The strength that I built up as a man
I think I'll just stay
As the man they think I am
But suddenly I'm out of touch
Suddenly I'm not enough
I tell myself that I'm all wrong
And that I'm still loved
But suddenly it all feels real
So, I hide my thoughts and how I feel
Inside the walls that I've built up
And that I still need
Cause they're not made to be seen
Written by: Mateo Rodriguez
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