This ain't what any of us wanted

This goes out to all of The Fallen

I wake up, praying it was a nightmare

Rest of our days wishing u were still here

Life be so damaging , people die and we managing to keep on living , some ppl take life's straight killin,

It's bone chillin that anyone could have that much hate in there souls,

There's enough in this world that's out our control ,

Why would u chose to do something so permanent ,

We need more encouragement ,

More soul nourishment , keep on flourishing, no back stabbing n murdering

This ain't what any of us wanted

This goes out to all of The Fallen

I wake up, praying it was a nightmare

Rest of our days wishing u were still here

Why couldn't god take me

I don't even wanna be here, too much fear here ,

Too much I don't know , a lot of stone cold humans , we don't cure diseases what the fuck are we doing ,

Cancer takes the best of us , greed corrupts the rest of us ,

People following blind blessings cuz its just too much to not hope that there's more,

Gotta raise the kids better cuz there pure

Covid killin family members , hasn't been this bad since i can remember,

Pulling up a list of ppl that I miss, all we can do now is talk n reminisce in rememberance

This ain't what any of us wanted

This goes out to all of The Fallen

I wake up, praying it was a nightmare

Rest of our days wishing u were still here

It's all fun n games till one ya friends overdose,

While another one In the hospital comatose ,

They ain't wanna end it all, cocaine was laced with fentynal

I've done yay off a keys bills and straws, never thinking twice of the consequences that may fall,

On those who survive if I died , mama get the call , ya sons dead, girlfriend get the call ya mans gone

Cuz get the call yo ur brothers moved on

This ain't what any of us wanted

This goes out to all of The Fallen

I wake up, praying it was a nightmare

Rest of our days wishing u were still here