album cover
album cover
Currently was released on November 21, 2025 by Peter Hunt & the Great Outdoors as a part of the album Defeater
ReleasedNovember 21, 2025
LabelPeter Hunt & the Great Outdoors
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

I want to disappear
Deep below the wreckage
Of another year
I'm stuck under the surface
Of a plane crash or train wreck
Or something much larger
I'm falling to pieces
While the nights just get longer
I should just go see a therapist
I clearly need it
But I can't stand the way they look at me
Like I'm not
Living a life that's burning me out
Because I'm working all weekend, then I'm out of town
For a week-long bender of coffee and pizza
Then skipping my meals because I'm trying to slim down
Don't you see that there's something fucked with my head
Because self-help doesn't work when you wish you were dead
I want to disappear
Deep below the wreckage
Of another year
I'm stuck under the surface
Of a plane crash or train wreck
Or something much larger
I'm falling to pieces
While the nights just get longer
I can't help but be a burden on everyone else
So I try to find the time, apologize, and work on myself
There's something pathetic about how small I feel
Maybe I'm dreaming, I'm asleep at the wheel
I'm asleep at the wheel
I want to disappear
Deep below the wreckage
Of another year
I'm stuck under the surface
Of a plane crash or train wreck
Or something much larger
I'm falling to pieces
While the nights
I want to disappear
Deep below the wreckage
Of another year
I'm stuck under the surface
Of a plane crash or train wreck
Or something much larger
I'm falling to pieces
While the nights just get longer
I'm asleep at the wheel
I don't know how to feel
I need time just to heal
Life's just too fucking real
I'm asleep at the wheel
I don't know how to feel
I need time just to heal
I'm asleep at the wheel
Written by: Bret Jones, David J. Tan, Joe Duffy, Matt Chiaro, Peter Hunt Szpytek, Robert Lark III, Trevor Hancock
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