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In Between
5
Hip-Hop/Rap
In Between was released on November 7, 2025 by Fifty Five Music Group as a part of the album Not My Responsibility - EP
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Release DateNovember 7, 2025
LabelFifty Five Music Group
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
XXNDR
XXNDR
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
lawrence vavra
lawrence vavra
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
lawrence vavra
lawrence vavra
Producer

Lyrics

One side say “slow down,” one side say “light up,”
 One side feel like home, the other’s like a club.
 Got angels in my ear, demons in the backseat,
 Caught between the quiet nights and the late-night heat.
Mornings clean, but the nights get dirty,
 Swear I’ll quit, but I’m gone by 11:30.
 I been chasing peace, but the high feels louder,
 Love the calm, but I fiend for the powder.
I don’t wanna be stuck in between,
 Torn apart by the life I lead.
 Half my heart wants to heal, be free,
 The other half’s drowning in the ecstasy.
 I don’t wanna be stuck in between…
 No more… no more.
Yeah, clean sheets feel good ‘til the phone lights up,
 “Where you at? Come through.” and I can’t unplug.
 I’m the life of the party but I hate the hangover,
 Promise myself I’m done, then I start all over.
Can’t tell if I love it or if it’s killin’ me slow,
 Two sides of my soul always putting on a show.
 I’m tired of lying to the mirror I face,
 One half wants out, the other loves the chase.
I don’t wanna be stuck in between,
 Torn apart by the life I lead.
 Half my heart wants to heal, be free,
 The other half’s drowning in the ecstasy.
 I don’t wanna be stuck in between…
 No more… no more.
I’m a beast of burden to myself,
 Carrying highs that ruin my health.
 Two roads in my head, but I can’t choose,
 One I win, the other I lose.
Yeah, I’ve been stuck in between…
 Tryna find a way to breathe.
 I don’t wanna be stuck in between…
 No more… no more.
Written by: lawrence vavra
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