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When I'm Gone
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Hip-Hop/Rap
When I'm Gone was released on November 7, 2025 by Fifty Five Music Group as a part of the album Not My Responsibility - EP
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Release DateNovember 7, 2025
LabelFifty Five Music Group
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
XXNDR
XXNDR
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
lawrence vavra
lawrence vavra
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
lawrence vavra
lawrence vavra
Producer

Lyrics

I can see the tears before they fall
I can hear the silence through it all
Everybody think I'm fine when the lights turned on
But they don't see the war in my head when it's gone
I try to fight it but it pulls me under
Like lightning striking with no thunder
I don't wanna hurt the ones who love me most
But the darkness whispers like a familiar ghost
When I'm gone
Will you feel the pain?
Like echoes in the rain
I don't mean to make you cry
I just can't change what's inside
When I'm gone will your heart still bleed?
For the love you gave to me
I don't wanna hurt your soul
But it's out of my control
Mama said don't let it win but it's deep inside
Like a shadow that moves every time I hide
I've been numb too long to feel the light
But I hope my words hold you through the night
Every verse I write feels like a goodbye
Every stage I touch feels like borrowed time
I don't want the world to see me break
But the cracks in my smile never fade
When I'm gone
Will you feel the pain?
Like echoes in the rain
I don't mean to make you cry
I just can't change what's inside
When I'm gone will your heart still bleed?
For the love you gave to me
I don't wanna hurt your soul
But it's out of my control
This ain't a choice, it's a storm I'm in
Tryna stay afloat but the waves too thin
If I go let my songs hold you tight like a dove in the dark
I'm searchin' for a light
When I'm gone
Yeah, when I'm gone
Don't blame yourself
It was always a war inside
When I'm gone, when I'm gone
I just hope my love survives
Written by: lawrence vavra
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