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Apologize
Hip-Hop/Rap
Apologize was released on January 12, 2020 by TraylorMade Records as a part of the album Introvert
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Release DateJanuary 12, 2020
LabelTraylorMade Records
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM169

Credits

Lyrics

See the way you look at me while I'm doing it
Notice the word "we" look while I'm losing it
Yet I feel outside, I'm not controlling it
Wish I could press pause before I worsen it
Uncomfortable atmosphere, we know it well
We're living there in a spell, can't crack the shell
Inside would've been heaven, but yet I give you hell
You deserve better than me, is a thought I'll never tell
No fairy tale upbringing with birds singing
Wasn't shown how to show love for some reason
It shows weakness, at least I thought, but I'm seeing
That I gotta break the cycle if I want something with meaning
No reason to keep doing it
But there's a grip on my lips and I can't loosen it
I use this music to show a side I knew exist
But if I can't show you, really what good is it?
So I'm back to square one
Was taught showing feelings is for square ones
I try to open up and show feelings once
But all that came out of my mouth is "Are you done?"
Sorry I can't love you the way you need
Open up for you, talk sweet while I'm in the knees
I'm sorry that emotions get in the way
Never meant to be just a burden on your memory
I'm sorry that I'm sorry's not good enough
What else can I say when the words don't amount to much?
I'm sorry you can't blossom without some light
I can see you slowly melt away with each word I write
You hold tight to the thoughts of a different me
You're a dreamer, something I could never be
I hope to achieve all the things in your fantasy
You fantasize a lot, does it involve me?
You say yes, but a better version
Happier, warmer, sounds like a different person
I want to take offense, but I built that fence that keeps you out
So it's my fault if you close the door and lock me out
That's exactly what I've been doing
Emotionally all these years and I know I'm losing
The perfect person, patience is such a virtue
But yet I know I'll lose you if I don't romance and pursue you
Better than I have been
Back you up like an ad-lib, it's game time, not practice
So take this track as a fresh start
The beginning to the dawn of a cold heart
Sorry I can't love you the way you need
Open up for you, talk sweet while I'm in the knees
I'm sorry that emotions get in the way
Never meant to be just a burden on your memory
I'm sorry that I'm sorry's not good enough
What else can I say when the words don't amount to much?
I'm sorry you can't blossom without some light
I can see you slowly melt away with each word I write
You know I'm sorry, girl, I mean it
Oh yeah
Written by: Jeremy Alan Stotz
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