Don't know who I am anymore because I been spazzing out

What the fuck I'm living lavish now

Ready to put my moms in a bigger house

Talk to me when you want to but I'm charging hourly now

Don't mumble say it loud

You better find something you passionate about

You can catch me in the Ion but no I'm not hanging out

All of y'all is strangers now

Ready to party bring the bangers out

It feels like a Monday everytime I'm close to blacking out

Don't lie you know you see me know

My condolences to whoever hate & doubt

Hello everybody y'all tardy how does it feel to have me blowing through your speakers now

I can't lie it makes me want to scream & shout

I can hardly keep my mind on the prize it's like I know what I'm going to get so I make sure that I'm ready now

Don't tell me that you scaredy now

Everytime I check in with moms she like God loss for words & now of course I'm overthinking now

Fuck all that I know that I made it now

I don't know why apologize when they always ask for it I got feelings too I'm not that stupid your listening to my music

I shake hands with lovely people y'all sick & this the prequel

He stands on all 10 but that's my 5 for him I'd die

Surely I'm fine but I need help & there's nothing that you could provide

Heart & pride how could you cry I'm the reason I'm not your guy

Suit with tie sharp & kind how could you hate me when I'm the only person trying

Jokes aside days go by I'm trying to have a family & be a father who can provide

Not my kind full of lies I dream about all the moments that made me who is I

Past is blind surely try I don't think I'll live to see past 35

Fuck all that because now I'm doing everything that I always wanted

I don't smoke but now I'm ready to go somewhere & go get blunted

Up like chuck I'd give you the ball but all I think you'd do is try to punt it

No regrets you said all that but why do I feel like you never even done it

Hypnotized lately I been feeling like the man so be sure that you really want it

Waste no time I calmly brush shit off like it wasn't even nothing

Pain too deep all these scars I got always knew that it was gonna be for something

Rest in peace if I die just know that I care more than batman when it comes to justice

Far away ay

All they do is pray ay

Don't come to me if you don't got nothing to say ay

Everybody fake ake

How can you not relate ate

You don't know what you got until it is too late ate

You going the wrong way ay

I'm tryna see you do good & say god damn you ate ate

You should've known treating me like that was going to be a huge mistake ake

They don't wanna be saved aved

Good luck talking down on my name ame

It's hard stepping outside knowing that I'm going to be one of the greats ates