Falling

Fading

Down down down I go

Falling

Fading

Down down down

Down I go

Yeah

I'm bound to go down a mountain's slope

I'ma speak from the heart where you doubt it's cold

But past a glance never had a chance

Verse an avalanche I'll drown in snow

Got some shit to say won't clean my mouth with soap I just pout and mope

I turned out so rouge that's how it goes

This life's a joke I'm a clown you know

Just need an ounce of hope to make it through the day don't know how to cope

It's the same shit either way palindrome

Where's the crown and throne I shall atone

Treat the beat like a pound of smoke

If it reeks that means the sound is dope

Wanna headline a thousand shows around the globe

One-by-one I'ma count em slow

But shit I don't know how I'ma get there

Truthfully I'm a bit scared

But I'm prepared to get stares

Yeah take flight no strikes one pen

Been spared

"You're sub-par"

That's a bit fair

But don't run far got a lit flair

See the red smoke

I just want to get home

Losing my grip on life I'm about to let go

A little birdie's telling me that I should leave the nest

Got cold shoulders heart froze over

I can see my breath

I believe I'm dead now

Can't do this on my own

I've given all my soul

I'm hitting all time lows I'm

Falling (in a tar pit)

Fading (into darkness)

Down down down I go

Falling (even deeper)

Fading (in the ether)

Down down down

Down I go

Riinya this is your conscience

You're aware there are imposters among us

All the demons and the monsters that keep on haunting ya

By leeching on to ya

They feed you doubt and that brings you down

Flings you 'round and you scream and shout

You want the ring with vows

You the king of clowns

Dude I see the crown

Subdued and bleeding out

All you see is light defeat's in sight

Quick get to your feet and fight

Find a beat you like

Freaking write

Speak your mind

Just please don't tease the mic

Or freeze with fright grab the keys and drive

'Cause it's pedal to the medal on the steepest climb

To reach your prime don't want to be alive

Through all the sleepless nights let me ease your mind

The fucking chaos will pay off if you can keep the grind

Just breathe you're fine

It's okay to take a step back before you take a step up

The voices aren't noiseless they're telling you to give up

But if they wanna hate just let em hate cause they can get fucked

Be cautious who you give love

Some don't give it back that's like a kick to the ribs huh

Your time is now so bro don't choke or hiccup

I know you came to fuck the game you don't just want your dick sucked

You're on my nerves

These are not just words

Life throws lots of curves

God this hurts

Art is pain

You're hard to change

Been cut and scars remain

Can't run from me I'm the voice in your head

Which means we are the same

Falling (faster towards disaster)

Fading (to the end to this chapter)

Down down down I go (hear me out)

Falling (I'ma take you back to the origin)

Fading (trauma like going to war again)

Down down down (what an insane individual)

Down I go (let me paint you some visuals)

Yeah 'kay this was a little past middle school

I swear this shit wasn't typical

'Course I was more than a little fool

They didn't like us together a part of me got caught in the ridicule

Went against all my principles

Dove headfirst in a frigid pool

Stiffened up cut our ties didn't give a fuck

Thought my decision was minuscule

Since then my life has been pitiful

That moment was pivotal

It has been miserable moving on at a snail's pace

Remember like on a September night

When we gazed at the stars on my tailgate

We embraced I hate it was a waste

'Cause I took you for granted without a fail safe

And I panicked and vanished off the face of this planet

Hence why I'm in a state of a stalemate

I want nothing more than to win this mental tug of war

Must've struck a chord

I'ma collapse if I don't grab an axe and cut the cord

Shut the door I must record

Been kicked to curb like I'm trash or something

Perhaps it doesn't matter my experience

Still had a serious lapse in judgment

It's all my fault the writing's on the wall

I'm not shocked this is chalked

But why the fuck can't we just talk like adults

I hate to admit you're not taking the hint

This ain't working out like you're afraid of the gym-nasium

Maybe when you get a mind of vibranium you'll sell out stadiums

What kind of weak shit you on won't put up a bloody fight

I'm here teach a lesson

Don't even question the study guide

No need to rush you're only twenty-five

I'll be damned if you fail the exam gain loyal fans

Stack the money high

See you seem your best when you're rapping

So Ryan you need to listen

This road is a bit steep so you gotta dig deep

If you're tryna get into peak condition

Basically get reinvented

From head to toe hardest part is letting go

Of the baggage you're packing that's dragging you down

You've been sheltered too long like you're trapped in the pound

Focus hard this spoken art'll take time when you make rhymes

I'm demanding your patience

'Cause one day a crowd of a thousand fans chanting your name will be giving you standing ovations

Can't be complacent

Everything happens so fast stop complaining

Start slowing your roll and just go with the flow

Bro I know all these woes are too mentally draining

Don't you see you're hell bound

You're o-u-t there it's spelled out

You tripped and fell down got kicked and held down

For damn near a decade you're begging for help now

You'll get nowhere fast with self-doubt

Don't care what they think

Take some W's then they will bump your tunes

Otherwise you are an L like a copy and paste link

All along it's been me versus me

The thought of kicking the bucket is making me sick to my stomach certainly

Almost given up hope

Gripping the end of the rope

I'm slipping I wish I awoke I pinch and I poke

And diss to provoke as an urgent plea

They're words will be eaten like Apple of Eden

I battle these demons I tackle and grapple to beat 'em

For freedom hit the gas and attack at a rapid pace

Grab the mask and cape toughest task awaits

This ain't Patty Cake talking mediating

But I'm no Superman

Just a basket case who needed saving

Fuck this sucks I'm all out of luck

Thus I must be stuck in a rut

My moral's corrupt as such I'd kill for your touch

But still I hate spilling my guts

'Cause I have been crushed

Plus I'm just unwilling to trust

Enough is enough

I'm filled with disgust

You paying attention to what we discussed

Yup

Put in hard labor be a force that is far greater than Darth Vader

Versus Bo-Katan with the Darksaber

I do it like no one can just to make the cut like a sharp razor

Be a lifesaver with a lightsaber

It's time to shake things up like a vibrator

I'm atop a skyscraper

Say "goodbye" hater we can fight later

Everybody knows I'll win the tiebreaker

I attack in a flash like a full frontal assault

Don't stumble and fall then tumble and fumble the ball

And crumble and stall

I'll humble you all if we rumble and brawl

You'll get punched in the jaw

This is war and I'm coming in raw

Don't get fucking involved as I battle myself

It's bad for my health that's just one of my flaws

Don't get the wrong impression my mind is not mine as I lost possession

I've got to question if the song is headin'

In the wrong direction towards Armageddon

It's the moment of truth don't get froze in the booth

If you want to build a strong connection

I talk to myself while walking through hell

It's been a long confession