I will probably

Be the one you speak about

About Wholeheartedly

at 3am at parties

cos you probably won’t stop partying

you’ll meet a girl she’s arty

fine

Sparks leap.

So you start it again

But everything about me still reminds you of them

Tell her we’re friends

 how it mutually ended

How you have no spine and how far mine bended

 it wasn’t the right time

but the times were splendid

Terrified to mend it

Pretend it did t happen

Pretend you didnt drop it

when it really fucking mattered

Too much pride to save it

you knew you couldn’t lie to me

And all you did was lie

And you can’t face it

At the end of the day I’m worth less than your payslip.

Come what may cos

when your bad I won’t chase it

When I’m mad you won’t take it

Been a thousand places but still on the same shit

It’s shame

It’s a real shame it’s a shame bitch

 telling her I walked away

And when you love her

When you stay

times tick by

But the games still playing

When your lips run dry

When you finally

Make it

When you find a wife

You smile

Its fate

Open her thighs.

It’s nice but its fake

My names on your mind and your minds on replay.

5 6 7 8

Escape the after taste

I know burnt behind your eyes

looks like the shape of my face,

I don’t Like people.they’re boring

And I’m not calling you boring

I’m just saying that there’s more important things to me right now.

I broke the book in 2 babe.

I burnt the book for you babe.

We danced infront of the flames

You kissed me you said my name.

So tell me I’m not insane

When your tongue heals every pain

We opened this with no games

No joking

Cos we’re both broken anyway.

And you kept playing

Then we both lose

Such a shame you won’t do what you’re supposed to

Ride the wave maybe too close to the coast we’ll find a way

Push pushing away

I know

I know that I’ll leave

I know that I’ll leave I just want

You

Too

I know that I’ll leave I just want you to want me to stay.

I would cut my foot off for you

You know I would

You wouldn’t even have to ask twice.

 Staring through as I unlace my boot for you

Such a stupid thing to do but you bring out my silly side.

And remain a thorn in it

Or a rod in it,

 Too hot when you propped me up

So cold when you’re gone and the void and I sink

So many maybes

maybe im lean

Or maybe you’re born with it.

Made me vilify your lies

the space behind your eyes

Otherwise id be inclined

To start a tournament-

Cos you play me how I play them

And they don’t matter to me.

And I wish they did but nothing else happened like what happened with us in between.

So dance the dances

 they fall at my feet they try to call me but they ring through

 as I’m unlacing the strings on my boots

Seems like I’m facing the stings of the truth

It was fuck me for so long now fuck you’s are overdue

still I’ll be drowning in a case of you. You wouldn’t have to even ask me twice

I’d do it with open eyes

Rusted sides

And a smile.

Wide.