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I Hate Myself
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I Hate Myself was released on February 20, 2026 by Animal63 as a part of the album (K)NOT
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Album(K)NOT
Release DateFebruary 20, 2026
LabelAnimal63
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM190

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Blu Samu
Blu Samu
Chant Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Blu Samu
Blu Samu
Songwriter
Sam Tiba
Sam Tiba
Composer
Joseph Schiano di Lombo
Joseph Schiano di Lombo
Composer
Thomas Geysen
Thomas Geysen
Composer
Gabriel Leymarie
Gabriel Leymarie
Composer
Carlos Loverboy
Carlos Loverboy
Composer
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Sam Tiba
Sam Tiba
Producer

Lyrics

[Intro]
I'm not only the person that I want to be
I am more
Am I less?
I get lost in my own mess
Tell me what you really see
[Verse 1]
Help!
I hate myself
I don't think I'll do better
Gave everything I had
Now I'm stuck in this weather
I know that I ain't bad
But I don't think that I am stellar
And if I don't, then you won't either
So nothing matters
[Verse 2]
Well, I'll go to hell
I'll be there with the quitters
We'll talk about how hard it was
As the fire quivers
And when our skin is burning
Will we feel the yearning to be sweeter
And change our demeanors
To ourselves?
[Chorus]
I'm not only the person that I want to be
I am more
Am I less?
I get lost in my own mess
Tell me what you really see
I'm not only the person that I want to be
I am more
Am I less?
I get lost in my own mess
Tell me what you really see
[Verse 3]
Help!
I hate myself
I think my heart is shattered
Threw my coins down the well
But nothing ever happened
Don't know if I got time to change my fate with my endeavours
But if I do, I'll try relentless to find my will
[Verse 4]
Help!
Don't wanna dwell around till I am withered
I wanna bloom as well
And make it through this blizzard
I know that I am strong
But on my own I can't distinguish
If the horizon is the finish
[Verse 5]
Help!
I wanna yell
Don't wanna stay here bitter
I know I only got one life
I need a healer
Someone to show me how to smile
I've been here for a while
And nothing ever glimmers
[Chorus]
I'm not only the person that I want to be
I am more
Am I less?
I get lost in my own mess
Tell me what you really see
I'm not only the person that I want to be
I am more
Am I less?
I get lost in my own mess
Tell me what you really see
Written by: Blu Samu, Carlos Loverboy, Gabriel Leymarie, Joseph Schiano di Lombo, Sam Tiba, Thomas Geysen
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