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lost in thought
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lost in thought was released on December 22, 2022 by RxqueRecords as a part of the album lost in thought - Single
ReleasedDecember 22, 2022
LabelRxqueRecords
LanguageEnglish
BPM
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy

Lyrics

Lately, I'm inside my mind
But I feel there's no escape this time
I don't want to lose this fight
And I don't want to fucking die
I just want a better life
I wanna come home
And be happy with the day I had
But in the end, I'm still kind of sad
I'm sick of living within these lies
They broke in my mind
I'm considering suicide, so
Help, please come help
I'm by myself
Walking through hell
Oh, oh
This shit really makes me think
Why am I here if I'll only sink?
I won't find what I seek
This world really fucks with me
So maybe I'm better off just fucking dead
Was told I would get better
It ain't happened yet
I ain't waiting longer
I should end it instead
Wish I were stronger
I wanna here, so
Help, please come help
I'm by myself
Walking through hell
Oh, oh
Try to breathe
You know, real hard
And you find
You'll get balled up in your breathing
You've got to let go
And let it happen
Because if you don't
You're gonna be all clutched up
You're gonna be constantly trying
Maybe I should take a break
Maybe I should step away from you
But I'll never take from you
Cause I am not the same as you
I don't want to, but I've got to let go
Got to focus on myself
Cause I got nine months to sit at home alone
Hope I can get through it though
And when I'm back, I'll be cold
Cause no one seems to understand
The shit that I've been through
The shit that I've handled
And they don't want to either
So why waste my time?
Like I already have on one girl?
A year to be exact
When she could just leave carefree
It's one to the next
Now I'm always in my fucking head
Thinking about how
I should've done some other shit instead
Of what I actually did, but it's in the past
They still wish I was dead
But I know I don't deserve this
But I'm begging for forgiveness
Help, please come help
I'm by myself
Walking through hell
Oh, oh
Help, please come help
I'm by myself
Walking through hell
Oh, oh
Written by: Mathew Roque

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