My bad, my bad, my bad Didn't mean to trip on you like that

It was caught in my head, can't take it back Yeah, workin on my self, just cut me slack

Please, my bad, my bad, my bad Didn't mean to trip on you like that

It was caught in my head, can't take it back I'm workin' on myself, just cut me slack

Please, my bad, my bad, my bad I'm just such a hassle

Treatin' me like Rascal Sittin' in a castle

Every day is a battle Hangin' on like tassel

It's gettin' hot, I'm in the earth mantle Still I'm tryna handle

Every weight they throw at me like anvil I'm difficult to deal with

Like a puzzle you can't solve Every piece don't fit, I keep tryin' to evolve

Late nights pacin', talkin' to my thoughts My mind's amazed and peace can't be bought

I orbit around emotions that I can't explain Tryin' to stay grounded but I drift in pain

Puttin' my actions in orb except I don't revolve It's like I'm chasin' answers that dissolve

Need to grasp the gravity of the situation Stop floatin' in hesitation

Turnin' thoughts into creation Problems start to lift after realizin

I have a gift and my mood shifts Like tectonic plates

Collisions make pressure but beauty creates I know life isn't easy but it sure is great

Even through the chaos I can't escape fate

My bad, my bad, my bad Didn't mean to make it this deep, nah nah

Didn't mean to lose sleep, uh huh It's just me bein' me, facts

My bad, my bad, my bad Didn't mean to make it this deep, nah nah

Didn't mean to lose sleep, uh huh It's just me bein' me, facts

My bad, my bad, my bad Still I'm such a hassle

Treatin' me like Rascal Sittin' in a castle

Every day is a battle Hangin' on a tassel

It's gettin' hot, I'm in the earth's mantle Still I light a candle

Searchin' for peace, that's too hard to handle

Dealin' with me, feels like a fight, you see I'm my own enemy, trapped in anxiety

Got people that love me but I push away They say just breathe but I forget halfway

Make life a little easier if we just work in teams

But I'm stuck in my head, lost in extremes Chasin' my dreams but everything's not as it seems

Reality bends and tears at the seams Call up the council and tell them I'm sorry that

I messed up again, yeah, imagine that But I'm learnin' to grow, I'm learnin' to trust

To turn the ashes back into dust And maybe one day they'll see what I mean

How chaos can still make somethin' serene

My bad, my bad, my bad Still I'm such a hassle

Treatin' me like Rascal Sittin' in a castle

Every day is a battle Hangin' on a tassel

It's gettin' hot, I'm in the earth mantle Still I'm tryin' to channel

All my pain into somethin' substantial I'm just throwin' out words at this point

But maybe that's art, maybe that's the joint Maybe not every song needs direction

Maybe chaos is its own perfection

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