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blurred
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blurred was released on October 19, 2025 by MAIHAV as a part of the album STATIC - EP
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Release DateOctober 19, 2025
LabelMAIHAV
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM77

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
MAIHAV3000
MAIHAV3000
Performer
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
MAI HAV
MAI HAV
Composer, Lyrics

Lyrics

I blurred the line between love and escape
You held my head when my world lost shape
I was chasing ghosts in chemical clouds
You were just tryna pull me down
You said "baby, you're killing the best parts of you,"
I laughed, poured another, said "that's what I do."
Now the silence hits harder than the high ever did
You learned to breathe, I learned to quit
Every pill was a postcard I never sent
Every night was a hole where the meaning went
You moved on like sunrise through my blinds
I'm still awake at 4 a.m., rewinding lines
She's better off — clean skin, clear eyes
While I'm still tracing heaven through low-rise highs
I built my peace in a pharmacy aisle
And watched her learn to smile
Yeah, she's better off
And I'm just the echo that the smoke forgot
Now every song sounds like something we said
I skip the love parts and hum the dread
I see her name in constellations of ash
I light them up just to watch them crash
I turned my guilt into fashion — overdose chic
Talk therapy and half a week
She's posting sunsets, I'm posting quotes
Still drowning slow between the notes
She found quiet — I found the loop
I'm the lie in the living proof
If I ever get clean, I'll write her name
But for now, I'm half a man, half a flame
She's better off — no static, no pain
I'm the weather she escaped in the rain
If peace is a crime, then I confess
I traded love for the loneliness
Yeah, she's better off
And that's the only thing I ever got right
Written by: MAI HAV
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