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DEMØNS
Hip-Hop/Rap
DEMØNS was released on November 28, 2025 by Misfit's Memories Music as a part of the album WHØ I AM
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Release DateNovember 28, 2025
LabelMisfit's Memories Music
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jack Roamer
Jack Roamer
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Yannik Romer
Yannik Romer
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jack Roamer
Jack Roamer
Producer

Lyrics

I'm fighting my demons now
They've tried to deceive me so long
I don't remember the pain
I'm empty, crying out
I fight
Cause I don't know anything else
I'm still empty
The drought makes me think I can't drown
But just because the oceans empty
Doesn't mean there aren't plenty
Ways to die that make me anxious
Cause I'm going towards the exit when I fight
Since the demons just keep pushing me
I try to make my emotions bleed
Warrior that they won't defeat
Is what I tell myself I'll be
Cause I need that mentality
My enemies aren't scared of me
Coin, Dal, and Happy
Raph, Crona, Rue, and Lock
The names of demons who are
The things I'm feeling that I fear when
Everything is screwed up
They throw at me their cruel taunts"This won't end with you on top"
Cause they know that if I win I lose
So it's for me to choose
Either I die or kill my feelings twice
Cause they just keep coming back whenever I take their life
I think I'm losing it
I'm out of time
Forget it, I dread it, I panic and I'm
Annihilistic, keep making myself sick
Never realistic when it comes down to it
I don't know who I am
My personality feels ripped
It's tearing apart
I'm damn inconsistent
Anger, gaslighted anxiety, and apathy
Sending myself into danger like canaries
Jumping around, switching like channels on the telly
I'm enjoying none of it, but I'm tired of how it varies
I'm fighting my demons now
They've tried to deceive me so long
I don't remember the pain
I'm empty, crying out
I'm fighting my demons now
I've tried to rely on the pain
I don't remember
Since when do I stand in the rain?
The variation's killing me
Today I'm full of vacancy
Tomorrow I might take my dreams and give them up entirely
Then next week I'll be gathering their leftovers and start again
Cause I don't understand myself
I don't think I can
I go from watching anime all day
To hyperfixating on the distraction of completing a game
To overworking, worsening my sleep schedule, til my brain
Won't work anymore and I act like I don't know who's to blame
Is that insane?
Am I insane?
Am I gaslighting myself to thinking I'm insane?
Apparently that is a thing in an abusive upbringing
But your parents love you so much!
Yeah, that isn't what I'm saying
Even though your parents love you, doesn't mean it's not happening
When they don't understand a thing
Cause no one does in suffering
They went through the same cycle
It's up to me to break it
But I can't seem to do it, I'm lost
I'm off the path again
I'm fighting my demons now
They've tried to deceive me so long
I don't remember the pain
I'm empty, crying out
I'm fighting my demons now
I've tried to rely on the pain
I don't remember
Since when do I stand in the rain?
I fight
Again
And again
And again and again
I can't take it
I'll be breaking
While I'm chasing
The happiness they've taken
The happiness I'm faking
Whenever I think I'm waking up
My mask is gonna be making up
A story that I believe
Lying to myself is a need
Nowadays when I bleed mentally
Psychological disease is what I call humanity
Negative energy is all that I can see
And all that I can be
I'm not awake but sleep
Makes me trade reality
For anything and happily
I've taken the deal
Now everyone is mad at me
For how I'm dealing with my demons
Never able to be healing
I'm confusing what I'm feeling
So I laugh when I cry
Keep this circus alive
Wanna live wanna die
Cause this fight is gonna take a lifetime
Wanna live wanna die
Keep this circus alive
So I laugh when I cry
Cause this fight is gonna take a lifetime
Yeah, it's gonna take a lifetime
I'm fighting my demons now
They've tried to deceive me so long
I don't remember the pain
I'm empty, crying out
I'm fighting my demons now
I've tried to rely on the pain
I don't remember
Since when do I stand in the rain?
Written by: Yannik Romer
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