Ain't it crazy how time fly by

From a coulda been victim of random drivebys

Used to hit thru the cut if the people ride by

When the streets was some shit we had to abide by

And my side was some shit I'm willing die by

This shit crazy ain it

Runnin the mud the only time we got faces painted

Runoff on yo plug the only time we had a cancelled payment

Walkin into court done miss to checkins on yo probation

And the people that you playin wit got no patience

Dey say be happy u still breathin

When I done lost so much no win could make it even

Dat iron on me like I like my jeans wit creases

Magnum on me like I'm trynna weave deseases

Baggage on me heavy like when we leavin

How I say dis shit in my head is the same way I mma read it

While dez **** reachin soundin barely decent

If I wasn't rappin I would've been a deacon

If u wasn't cappin we could've did a feature

Saw u in my dreams my eyes was closed

Would've been nice to see

I swear sometimes this shit waaay too deep

N I only swim so fast

I just wish u could've came wit me

And maybe it wouldn't be so bad

Pausin prayers I ain think god listened

Why cry inside of my palms if they tell me it's all written

Pressure make diamonds and it's been hard livin

Without ya

Trynna keep u out my head

When it seem like so many forgot ya

Bring me to the conclusion that we all gone be forgotten but if god could save me a lil pocket in the universe to hang witchu

Then maybe it wouldn't be so bad

Aww man

shit hurt so bad I gotta laugh

Like it's just gods plan

But that shit make me double down no I can't go out sad

I'd rather up it at the crowd they say I went out bad

Or I hit the curb and crashed

They just seen me swerving past

Just don't lock me in a box the only thing I ask

Either m doctor strange or dez **** just made of glass

If I been outta range I'm sorry I'm trynna make it last

Just no as long as u make it u can make it last

R I p my sister I stg it still don't feel real

My mama so hurt I pretend ion even see her tears

I tell myself that we all die so I can live still

So I can't stop I gotta cash out on a mil still

It's a lotta shit dat ion talk bout

But overtime this shit get ugly like a soft top

When shit get hot inhale the smoke when I cough

And the flames hit the house I'm the last to walk out cuz

I swear sometimes this shit waaay too deep

N I only swim so fast

I just wish u could've came wit me

And maybe it wouldn't be so bad