Too ahead of myself And I'm lost in my thoughts

I done showed so much love I couldn't get none at all

Everybody that I love they did me so wrong Who the fuck I'm supposed to trust when

All my trust so gone? I put my all into you

How the fuck you act like I'm complaining when I'm venting to you

I do this shit here by myself but yet I'm spending on you

Sometimes I wish things could be different with you

Sometimes I reminisce days I was spending with you

I still remember when you told me I wouldn't make it out this shit

Told me I'd be in jail before I'd rap in front of an audience

Every time I did a crime I did the time I ain't never tell them shit

That's the main reason that the hood really fuck with me

I watch bitches change on me I watch **** change on me

They throw the rock and hide the hand I watch them put the blame on me

Fool me once that's on you to fool me twice it's shame on me

Still can't believe I let these bitches come and run some game on me

Don't You know that I ran out of love couldn't vent so I cope with the drugs

Knocked me down a million times ain't had no one to pick me up

Blind to the fact that love ain't real it's just another world

I'm only focusing on what it is I don't give a fuck about what it was

How the fuck you do me how you do me when I love you more

Had me thinking they was with me when they ain't I'm so delusional

I was at the top then hit rock bottom they start losing hope

Smoking back to back to numb the pain I'm smoking top shelf

Ooh crazy you lost me I tried to pull a dollar on it

You don't know what it cost me I've been hanging with bosses

Finna put diamonds in my teeth again you know this shit cost me

She thought that I was smiling I ain't smiling I'm flossing

I'm on top of the world jet lag got me nauseous

I drop a tear from time to time but I don't mean to I promise

I never meant to break your heart I never meant to I promise

I just don't know where to start

I told the hoes don't call me drip call me star

Had to go and put a lock around my heart

I know they never thought that I would make it far

Labels calling I'll get back to you tomorrow

Way too ahead of myself and I'm lost in my thoughts

I done showed so much love I couldn't get none at all

Everybody that I love they did me so wrong

Who the fuck I'm supposed to trust when all my trust so gone

I put my all into you how the fuck you act like I'm complaining when I'm venting to you

I do this shit here by myself but yet I'm spinning on you

Sometimes I wish things could be different with you

Sometimes I reminisce days I was spending with you

I still remember when you told me I wouldn't make it out this shit

Told me I'd be in jail before I rap in front of a audience

Every time I did a crime I did the time I ain't never tell them shit

That's the main reason that the hood really fuck with me

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