Stalling until this one-way ticket cut all my fingers

And your hand's too clean to hold

The bleeding only made you look away

Now I'm away

On an airplane

My head hung low

He saw me, and asked"are you Ms. Weng?"

He didn't ask if I'm okay

Can I say I'm not okay?

Want to be selfish

I know you don't wanna hear it

But I can't say I am fine

Everytime in my life cuz

Farewells never went well

If they did I'd never loved you

I'm jealous of people sitting next to you or standing right beside you on the subway

So unaware they don't even have a clue how desperate I am just to tell you I miss you all over again

A wistful kiss

Before the gate

After the tryst

Amidst the bliss of ignorance

Reminisce is your curse that I hope to lift

Mine is too optimistic

Their sanctuary disassembled

Took his first step while she took off

Met again

He never played the last note cuz

Farewells never went well

If they did I'd never loved you

I'm jealous of people sitting next to you or standing right beside you on the subway

So unaware they don't even have a clue how desperate I am just to tell you I miss you all over again

Boy, I might've complicated

Reality with my imagination

Our phantom dissipated

Before the mind could even catch it mmhm

Man, the pleasure we had was marinated in my tears

How'd you like that?

You tried to lie for my comfort

I had to smile and say I was fine but

Our farewell was truly hell

And it was because

I loved you

It's a strong word that I use

Excuse my language

It's confusing to me, too

On the airplane

I am aware

They don't even have a clue how desperate I am just to tell you I miss you all over again

No, it's not

No, it's not all over

I knew it from the start

I'd do it over again

No, it's not

No, it's not all over

I miss you

I knew I'd end up saying it again

All over again

All over again