You ever say Fuck it?

I'm just gonna skip all three meals today

see if I can fade away

Absorb into the Milky Way

Somebody told me that it's all a simulation

Well shit we need an update, this software must be ancient

Where do I go next? Somebody come & help me

I need to unplug, this connection isn't healthy

Get me some trees, I can sit under and smoke

If I'm mostly made of water, why can't I stay afloat ? Things aren't adding up.You see the math, ain't really 'mathing' Somedays I feel I even catch myself acting

'Did I just say that?' 'Am I awake or sleeping?'

Only time I find my self at peace is when I'm dreaming Count to three, let me see, I know I had a few shits to give I musta thrown them all out, with my will to live

I'm not sayin' I'ma do it to myself

But I wouldn't be upset if an assassin took me out

I don't wanna stay here (no more)

I just wanna drift away

Father would you save me (Oh Lord)

Take me to a higher place

I don't mean to bitch but like, man, who really set this shit up? I didn't ask to be born but now I gotta 'keep my chin up' Now, that's quite possibly, the worst of the philosophies Cuz I'm already trippin', and my conscienceless is costing me I'm constantly aware of how I'm failing

Chasing after dreams but on my family I keep bailing

And underneath the surface it's apparent

I act tough but I could really use some tender love & caring

Should I just slip myself away

I Hope I leave more than a name

Okay I'm sorry if it got to real

I just don't know how to feel

Runnin' in a circle like I'm livin in a hamster wheel

Half of me is happily avoiding all catastrophe

The other half just happens to exist, I think it's apathy Attacking all my happy thoughts like Peter when he grew up Hooked on all my failures, man I love it when I screw up Maybe I can meet it in the middle have some grace

But just for now I think I have to let these feelings have some space

I don't wanna stay here (no more)

I just wanna drift away

Father would you save me (Oh Lord)

Take me to a higher place