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Holding back
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Goth Rock
Holding back was released on October 31, 2025 by Deaf Dreamer as a part of the album Holding back - Single
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Release DateOctober 31, 2025
LabelDeaf Dreamer
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Deaf Dreamer
Deaf Dreamer
Performer
Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
Producer

Lyrics

Another day has come to pass
Slowly fading into a trance
Remembering the times we had
Never knew it’d be the last
Moment that we’d share attached
I’m vague because I’m holding back
No control is all you know
Don’t you go and turn into a ghost
All you’ll find is all you’ve chose
All you’ll find is how to be stoic
Have I done something wrong?
Or did I just take too long?
With the timing in my response?
Sometimes life, it just cuts us off
No control is all you know
Don’t you go and turn into a ghost
All you’ll find is how to be stoic
So is your heart opened or closed?
Maybe I don’t wanna die young
Some things I just gotta give up
Running in my veins and my blood
Somehow it’s just never enough
Maybe I’m the one that’s fucked up
But that don’t mean I gotta stay stuck
And maybe I’ve been being so blunt
Because all of my emotions had been shut
Written by: Sebastian Antonio Ruiz
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