My doctor tried to tell me I was really sad

I told him I don't take that shit to the face like that, nah

Mental state of mind just rewinding on the racks

I'd flip a bag before I go to therapy my bills stay stacked

In fact, I'm really mad

Pent up anger it's my dad's fault

Hit the asphalt, geeked up 5 o'clock it's natural

Real G's move in silence so I'm a walking shell of myself

At least I'm not violent it's been 3 years since I've felt shit

I'd swear I'm selfish I'd hit a lick on any of my friends if my mom fell sick

Don't think I'd repent, I'd sell fent

If I really thought that 50 bucks was gonna pay rent

I hate my self preservation sense

Probably trauma from back when I feared the belt

Constant motion helter skelter, felt like home was just a shelter

Never felt shit until I met her

Now her name don't fit the bars inside my measures

That's why my flow so choppy ADHD™ mixed with wocky

Tried to tell me I was really sad

Told him I don't take that shit to the face like that, nah

Mental state of mind just rewinding on the racks

I'd flip a bag before I go to therapy my bills stay stacked

In fact, I'm really mad

Pent up anger it's my dad's fault

Hit the asphalt, geeked up 5 o'clock it's natural

Real G's move in silence I'm a walking shell of myself

At least I'm not violent it's been 3 years

Huh fuck, it's been 3 fucking (at least I'm not violent it's been 3 years since I've felt)

Picking up anticipation like this shit a horse race

Moving stacks at a time if they catch us it's a cold case

One beer down motherfucker, I'm still screaming ole

Like I'm south of the border chilling with all my hombres

Michelangelo can't paint a picture that could portray

My riches like David I'm slinging till I get a Porche

Hold it down till I blow up I'm acting like some hairspray

See my face in every screen like I turned on my Airplay

When this next check hits, won't fuck around with foreplay

I'm the next best thing to movies with Scorcese

Got some Goodfellas on payroll, they wait for pesos

They keep it honest see it how their face shows

That shit is made slow

Bad harmonics never play those

Fuck 12 got caseloads of charges on my name like H.H. Holmes

Never pay for shit I don't deserve I'd rather skate home

Than drive a whip on a lease like a dog on a leash never take loans

Tried to tell me I was really sad

Told him I don't take that shit to the face like that, nah

Mental state of mind just rewinding on the racks

I'd flip a bag before I go to therapy my bills stay stacked

Geeked up 5 o'clock it's natural

Real G's move in silence I'm a walking shell of myself

At least I'm not violent it's been 3 years since I've

Told him I don't take that shit to the face like that, nah, fuck