Baby i’m really trying, Get to thinking about my past i fuck around end up crying

You can tell me that you love me i’ll still feel like you lying

Shit over here don’t go good it must be something you hiding

You hiding something right

I’m trying my best to change, Ian made no promise to zariah but i still bought the bitch a ring

So much shit going on i’m still crying out my pain

These bitches stress me out so much be thinking bout blowing my brains, I’m really going insane

Lately i be thinking bout going ghost not posting shit

Pockets getting low it’s my fault cause ian not doing shit

Can’t trust you when you go outside that’s how the last one got hit

Still thinking about us, Youn gotta tell me but i miss you

Life feeling so crazy right now ion know what to do

Getting beat but by these percs brody told me he get beat up too

I don’t even like to be outside stop hitting my phone asking me what’s the move

People ask me i’m alright i’m not okay look at my face

Can you stop asking how my day was everyday is a horrible day

Hit a left hit a right i still can’t shake the pain off

It’s cold up in the morning i’m so fuck up right now i can’t turn the fan off

Lately i be thinking bout going ghost not posting shit

Pockets getting low it’s my fault cause ian not doing shit

Can’t trust you when you go outside that’s how the last one got hit

I’m trying to give a fuck but reality I don’t give a fuck

Ain’t no food on my stomach i keep throwing these pills up

I’m not the person that you need the whole team fuck, You a slut

I just wanna be on a mountain by myself,

Everybody in my ear keep on telling things about myself

I understand you found yourself i’m still tryna find myself