I know I'm seeing growth cause Ima tell the truth even thought it hurts

And I can't get mad at you cause what you did cause I did it first

And im sitting

Less distracted

And reflecting on my past self

Can't get mad at the game just gotta play it with what my hand dealt

And I'm maturing, on the inside this time

I know that I look good

Certified PT now huh

And i got me a cookbook

And I'm hearing all the assumptions

And assuming that I ain't got this shit?

I'm back-in like a parking spot

Man you ****** know just what time it is

I'm cool on everything that ain't for me no more

My discernment is getting better, but i still gotta work on this ego though

My temperament

My empathy

My voice that gives you similes, and brings you to my shows, and makes these people want to sit with me

Is the same voice i gotta lower

When someone disagrees with me

My passion is a poison when I think someones not hearing me

I don't listen just to listen

I listen for a chance to speak

And say any fucking thing just to make sure that you're not mad at me and I-

"I gotta work on that shit man..

I gotta figure what makes like me get so.. reactive .. when I'm tryna like, really just get a point across

....

I'm not a narcissist, but some of my tendencies might say the opposite

I had to completely shatter my image

not try and polish it

And its obvious, redemption, is a subject that I'm a novice

And being vulnerable is an area that I'm making progress in

Cause commonly my awareness can get the best of me

wait a second

I can know the decision is bad even when I'm making it

I'm stuck in this revolving door of wanting more, but never changing shit

Except for on the surface

I know thats not where change begins

I don't care if they like this

And i don't give a fuck if they like that

So tell them ****** and hating ******* that they all can relax

Cause i took a look deep inside

Beyond my flesh where my soul resides

I talked to Jah, Alah, and God, and they said "look, now you're alive"

"And I know that this stems from a place, and i ain't really found it yet

But i do know I'm the only one i can climb up this mountain with

They say meditate this

Yeah

And journal, and that

But i do better when I can just put it all in my raps"