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Real
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Hip-Hop/Rap
Real was released on October 24, 2025 by Lil Ash as a part of the album Real - Single
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Release DateOctober 24, 2025
LabelLil Ash
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM95

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Lil Ash
Lil Ash
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
kayden cullen
kayden cullen
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
LL69
LL69
Producer

Lyrics

I wonder what it's like to love you the way he loved you, girl
Oh, I wonder what it's like to love you like he loved you
I wonder what it's like to love you the way he loved you, girl
Oh, I wonder what it's like to love you like he loved you
Damn, I've been dealing with depression, it's repetitive
Trauma got me aching, baby, you know that I'm sensitive
All this overthinking got me overthinking every day
I don't even know what's going on inside my brain
I'm done with everybody tryna hide me in a little box
Everybody wanna know what's going on until they knock
Man, I'm done with everybody tryna' get around me
I don't even wanna know, my nose is getting runny
Man, I wanna open up my Bible and I wanna pray
Man, I really, really miss my fucking mommy
She died from an overdose, I do not wanna cry
And now it's got me overthinking if I'm gonna die
I really fucking wish you would just leave me alone
I'm tired of this shit, it's getting really old
It's getting really old, damn
I wonder what it's like to love you the way he loved you, girl
Oh, I wonder what it's like to love you like he loved you
I wonder what it's like to love you the way he loved you, girl
Oh, I wonder what it's like to love you like he loved you
Oh nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah
Oh I wonder what he could give
That I couldnt give you
Written by: kayden cullen
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