It's hard to live

It's hard to breathe

Been fighting since I knew I was to win

Pray I overcome principalities

Asking God for greatness and victory

The pain, the fight, the war, the battles

Everything I sacrifice feel like ain't worth it

Am feeling very down, feeling very less, feeling crazy (oh my God) am feeling dead?

The journey cold, the journey slow

Am losing my control

Music my curse, it's burning my soul

Doubting myself on this lonely road

The journey cold, the journey slow

And am losing my control

Music my curse, it's burning my soul

Doubting myself on this lonely road

Ìjà ló dé lórin dọ́wẹ̀

For the pain and the love that you gave

In a world that they pray make you fail

Humans cold like the December rain

Tired of this war but I can't leave

Pain in me fit to make a man bleed

Fight getting dangerous but am still in

I be warrior, mehn, I stand still

Life heavy, pressure steady

Gaslighting from family

It's a different type of pain that you can't not see

Lost myself, mehn, I can't believe

Home is hell and (home is hell)

Am feeling, feeling very less

Preacher man lied to me all I know is pain

Think God has put me on voicemail?

Tired of the psalms and holy water (holy water)

Praying and fasting but juju mindset

Everything is designed to kill a man (kill a man)

Abundance the blessings that I want for my life

The journey cold, the journey slow

And am losing my control

Music my curse, it's burning my soul

Doubting myself on this lonely road