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Enemy Conscience was released on October 31, 2025 by 8208998 Records DK as a part of the album Redemption Arc

Song Details

AlbumRedemption Arc

Release DateOctober 31, 2025

Label8208998 Records DK

LanguageEnglish

Melodicness

Acousticness

Valence

Danceability

Energy

BPM85

OVERVIEW

LYRICS

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS

JT Metcalfe

Vocals

COMPOSITION & LYRICS

JT Metcalfe

Songwriter

PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING

JT Metcalfe

Producer

Lyrics

Tick tock, tick tock, the clock don't stop

Whispers in my head, yo they never drop

Yeah, I'm walking through the shadows tryna find my way

But my conscience creepin' up, got some games to play

It's like a voice in my skull, always talkin' loud

Tellin' me I'm nothin', just a face in the crowd

I fight to keep it movin', but the weight's too much

Every step I take, feel the cold of its clutch

I try, man, I try, but the world don't see

All the scars on my soul, all the pain, that's me

Yo, you weak, kid, remember the screams at night

Parents fightin', fists flyin', nothin' felt right

Moms rage, dads wrath, both tearin' you apart

Left you broken, bleedin' with a shattered heart

Scrawny little nerd, nosin' comic books

Superheroes, your friends, cause the world gave you looks

Picked on at school, lanky, lost in your head

Undiagnosed, ADD, man, you barely ain't dead

Yeah, I was that kid, felt the world's cruel sting

But I kept on pushin' held tight to my dreams

Life threw me punches, but I learned to duck

Every fall I took, yo, I got back up

The divorce, the abuse, yeah, cut me deep

But I built my own walls, found a way to sleep

I try, man, I try, gave it all I got

But you keep diggin' deeper, tryin' to make me rot

Oh, you thought you escaped, let's rewind the tape

Your girl, your kid's mom, left you gagged and draped

Cheated with your best friend, 20 years down the drain

Took your son, moved away, left you drownin' in pain

Now, every other weekend, that's all you get

While she's livin' large, you're stuck in regret

Jaded job, slavin' for a mortgage in red

Basement apartment, yo, your life's been spent

Man, that betrayal stung, tore my world in two

Lost my son, my friend, and my heart broke through

But I fought for my boy, showed up every time

Paid the child support, though it drained my dime

I tried to rebuild, put my soul in the grind

Kept my head up high, though the world wasn't kind

You twist it, you turn it, make it sound like I'm done

But I'm still standin' here, starin' down the sun

She got a house, the kid, the ring, the life

Married to your homie, yo, she's somebody's wife

Your paychecks keep her cozy while you're scrapin' by

Livin' in the dark, kid, why you even try

No one cares about your trauma, no one sees your tears

You're a ghost in this world, been dead for years

Give it up, let it go, there's no point to fight

Fade into the void, step into the night

You're right, it hurts, feels like no one's there

Like my screams hit the void, echo no where

I've been kicked, I've been bruised, felt the world's

cold stare, wondered if I'm worth it, if it's too much

to bear, I try to be strong, but it's heavy, it's real

Every wound that you poke, yeah, I still feel

you're pushin' me close, got my back to the wall

Maybe you're right, maybe I should just fall

Wait, hold up, these scars you bring up

They old, they're done, they can't cut me up

Those fights, that pain, yeah, they shaped who I am

But I'm not that kid, I'm a grown-ass man

Counsel is my armor, I'm learnin' my worth

Rebuildin' my soul, findin' joy in this earth

I survived the abuse, the betrayal, the lies

I'm still here breathin', watch me rise, watch me rise

You can't break me, conscience, I'm stronger than you

Survived the worst, yo, I'm pushin' on through

The divorce, the heartbreak, the nights I cried

I'm still here, still me, with my head held high

You're just a ghost of the pain I've known

But I'm takin' my life, yeah, I'm takin' it home

I survived through depression, I'm claimin' my voice

This is my life and I'm makin' my choice

Tick-tock, tick-tock, but the clock don't know me

I'm alive, I'm enough, and I'm setting me free

Written by: JT Metcalfe

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