album cover
Back and Forth
2
R&B/Soul
Back and Forth was released on November 7, 2025 by Maison IX as a part of the album Complicated
album cover
Release DateNovember 7, 2025
LabelMaison IX
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM84

Music Video

Music Video

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Jordyn Mills
Jordyn Mills
Vocals
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Duane Drisdom jr
Duane Drisdom jr
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Duane Drisdom jr
Duane Drisdom jr
Mastering Engineer

Lyrics

Why do I keep coming back?
Why can't I stay away?
Back and forth, back and forth
My friends keep telling me to leave you alone
But every time I try, I end up on your phone
Three in the morning, I know I shouldn't call
But something 'bout you makes me risk it all
You're everything I said I'd never want again
Red flags looking like my favorite color, damn
I know you're bad for me, that's crystal clear
So why's the danger making you more near?
I go left, you pull me right
I say no, you hold me tight
My head says run, my heart says stay
Can't help myself, I'm stuck this way
Back and forth, back and forth
Fighting with myself about what you're worth
Back and forth, back and forth
Know you're wrong but I want you more
I should walk away but I'm walking to you
Everything I know says I shouldn't do
Back and forth, back and forth
This toxic love is all I'm drawn to
You don't even have to try, I'm already yours
Even when you hurt me, I keep coming back for more
It's like I'm addicted to the way we fall apart
The chaos you create is art inside my heart
What's good for me I push away
What's dangerous, I wanna stay
Logic saying one thing, body saying two
Tell me why the worst decision gotta be you
I go left, you pull me right
I say no, you hold me tight
My head says run, my heart says stay
Can't help myself, I'm stuck this way
Back and forth, back and forth
Fighting with myself about what you're worth
Back and forth, back and forth
Know you're wrong but I want you more
I should walk away but I'm walking to you
Everything I know says I shouldn't do
Back and forth, back and forth
This toxic love is all I'm drawn to
Maybe I like the pain
Maybe I need the chaos
Maybe safe feels too boring
And you're my perfect storm
I tell myself this is the last time
But I've said that a thousand times
Can't break free, don't wanna try
This push and pull is my high
Back and forth, back and forth
Fighting with myself about what you're worth
Back and forth, back and forth
Know you're wrong but I want you more
I should walk away but I'm walking to you
Everything I know says I shouldn't do
Back and forth, back and forth
This toxic love is all I'm drawn to
Back and forth...
Can't stay away...
Back and forth...
Why do I always stay?
Written by: Duane Drisdom jr
instagramSharePathic_arrow_out􀆄 copy􀐅􀋲

Loading...