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BIPOLAR
1,717
Hip-Hop/Rap
BIPOLAR was released on October 31, 2025 by CherryWang Records as a part of the album FIRECITY
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Release DateOctober 31, 2025
LabelCherryWang Records
LanguageEnglish
Melodicness
Acousticness
Valence
Danceability
Energy
BPM83

Credits

PERFORMING ARTISTS
Anuelthedisaster
Anuelthedisaster
Rap
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Anhuar Prior
Anhuar Prior
Songwriter
Dr. Cherry
Dr. Cherry
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Anhuar Prior
Anhuar Prior
Producer
Dr. Cherry
Dr. Cherry
Producer
ABSTRACT
ABSTRACT
Producer

Lyrics

Yeah... I been talkin' to myself too long
****, I don't even trust my reflection no more
Firecity in my veins, that shit don't sleep, huh
I lost Cherry on the west side, R on the east
A still stuck between the two of us
And I'm just burnin', burnin', burnin'
I wake up mad, sleep sad, ****, same routine
Brain full of static, can't find no clean
I been talkin' to my shadow like it owe me somethin'
He say, "you love too hard, that's why you broke for nothin'"
Every sin I did, I did in red
Every tear I cried, I left it unread
**** think I'm crazy, nah, I'm fuckin' aware
This city raised me to kill, and to never repair
Cherry told me, "calm down," R told me, "run"
Both left marks like bullets and sun
Now I'm stuck with their ghosts in my bed at night
Two names, one heart, no wrong, no right
I been smokin' just to hear less noise
Every drag I take, I lose my poise
And I swear to God, if I see that mirror talk again
I'ma punch that bitch until it bleeds my name
Ain't no peace here, ****, this ain't heaven
I been tryna heal since I was eleven
Now it's pills in the sink, blood in the drain
Laughin' through the pain, call that balance insane
They call me "bipolar," I call it "alive"
Half of me burns, the other survive
R got faith, Cherry got pride
Me? I just got this fire inside
I'm bipolar, bitch, don't test my soul
Half angel, half demon, I lose control
I'm bipolar, ****, heart turn cold
Firecity love me 'cause I don't fold
I'm bipolar, bitch, split in two
One side kill, one side pray for you
I'm bipolar, ****, fuck what's true
'Cause every truth hurt when the pain feel new
Look—
I seen love turn toxic, I seen faith turn fake
**** die for a chain, bitches lie for a taste
And I'm sittin' in the middle with a blade on my chest
Sayin' "choose one," but neither feel blessed
Cherry wanted fame, R wanted peace
A wanted both, she the beauty and beast
And I was just there, tryna fill in the blanks
Till my mind split open and spilled my thanks
****, you don't know rage till you love too deep
Till your dreams talk back and your soul don't sleep
I been laughin' at the pain like it's part of the show
But the audience gone, and I'm solo, bro
They say, "pray on Sunday," but the devil my twin
He wear my chain, he wear my grin
We smoke the same blunt, talk the same sin
He say, "you don't need love, just win"
And I been losin' myself just to feel alive
Talkin' to ghosts that still text "goodbye"
Firecity know me, it whisper my name
Bitch, I'm the storm and the fuckin' flame
Cherry's silence sound like guilt
R's voice sound like wilt
And me? I'm both the sinner and the hymn
The holy and the fucked-up limb
So if I die tonight, let the sky burn red
Write "BIPOLAR" on my fuckin' head
'Cause I ain't crazy, ****, I'm split divine
One half hate, the other just tryin' to find time
I'm bipolar, bitch, don't test my soul
Half angel, half demon, I lose control
I'm bipolar, ****, heart turn cold
Firecity love me 'cause I don't fold
Firecity don't heal, it just hides the wounds
I ain't pick sides, I became both moons
Cherry, R, A — three names, one truth
Love's a war, and I'm the fuckin' proof
My mind split
The city screamed
Cherry stopped callin', R stopped cryin', A stopped carin'
And me? I just stared at the ceiling
Waitin' for a sign
Or a reason
Or somethin' holy in all this noise
But Firecity don't forgive, **** —
It just burns slower the second time
Written by: Anhuar Prior, Dr. Cherry
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